I hope you like me as i am.

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1.2.10 ; 4:39 PM

{happiness is easy/}

first, to a friend of mine whom i'll always treasure, D
really hope we could be friends all our life, but our affinity is only this short, and i can blame no one else for what happen to us. being friends w you, even for that short 2 yrs, was really something i would treasure my whole life, because the way you guide me along, teach me stuff and all that really touched me. i never understand why someone as good as you would want to be my friend and help me when i need help. but i'm glad you did. i understand that ppl will change and ppl move on. friendship is a mutual thing and i won't force you, but i'll always remember i had a friend like you.

second, to a friend i've betrayed, E
i know i shouldn't lie to you, i should have learn enough to know i shouldn't lie to a friend who trust me and is willing to teach me stuff even if everyone else doesn't like me. i really appreciated all those things you told me, i really thank you for telling me all these stuff and quizing me before last yrs eoy. what i did was wrong, i should never have lied to you. i have no excuse for myself and i just want you to forgive me, because i don't want to lose a friend just like that. i know it takes time, i know you may not even forgive me. but i really am sorry...

third, to a good good friend of mine, N
thanks for chatting w me and lending me so much of your time for the past 2 months or so. :D i really appreciated it. you've grown to be really important and i hope we will be friends for very very very long. thanks for being understanding and taking care of me and helping me whenever i need help. even though we hadn't known each other for very long, i hope we will still have a long long long future to get to know each other better. :D

fourth, to a friend who looks happy but have a emotional inside, Q
you know i've always been jealous of you. i want what you have, what you can do, and your personality. i thought you won't have any trouble. i only realised today that, you have your own troubles, you have part of you that will feel frustrated. i only want to tell you don't dumb dumb le k? if that is fate, then just let it be. you have other friends, i understand you want to make new friends, but it will take time la. jiayou. :D

fifth, to a very funny friend, who recently has a rebellious streak inside, C
never got to hear you out properly yet this year. dno what caused you to be so rebellious recently, but good for you, hahas. don't like then don't do. don't force yourself anymore. :D seems like you're having fun w your new class too. stay happy. don't let anyone control what you want to do and all those shit. be yourself. we'll be there. :D

sixth, to the bitchy friend, J
you're the best among everyone ahhs, never heard you have any trouble, just some hair complains and all that. thanks for being the 'morale' of the gang. :D always know what to say, always know what to do to make ppl cheer up. be more open this year ba. :D or not. not like you don't have enough friends already hor? friends is more about quality, not quantity. (to you too, Q) thanks for always making ppl happy. and no need thank me about the song, i know i'm good, hahas. ;D

and lastly, to the three of you,
FRIENDS ARE SUPPOSE TO BE SINCERE, IF YOU'RE NOT, STOP MAKING PPL FEEL LIKE THE EXTRA ONE. UNCALLED FOR DE OKAY?

ta.
x.