one whole week without computer. nearly died. went facebooking just now, mei is sick. so did alot of cooking. their psle results not bad la. everyone i know is better than me. hmph. sat went for choir so missed a chance to go to the library. mei mei borrowed the laest books lo. there is one about sherlock holmes which is cool but then its all in chinese so its a bit difficult to read.

new moon trailer on tv now. jasper's hot. (: hotter than edward or jacob. not hotter than adam lambert though. ytd's newspaper had him. him and kris allen. singapore's music critic commented on both their album. 3 out of 4 says adam win. 1 say kris win. lols. i say adam win la. :D

just like that, nov is ending le. haiyorhh, i suppose dec is going to end like its only a week too. i'm deffo not ready to go back school. plus next yr one of my mei may or may not be going w me. and there are going to be lessons till 3.3o. and hmt lessons are going to last till 5. !!

singapore idol is making its money quick before the season ends. giving one elimination round is soooooo cunning. i like charles and tabitha. but i think sylvia and seizari sings better, lols. odd much?

i'm jealous, i admit.

thats all for now, ta. (:

TAG REPLIES

justyn- nahhs, not learning french. just trying to make it not so easy to understand.

mark- thanks for tag :D

vivian- i don't have now ehhs, try bowen-chorale.blogspot.com see if they linked her?

qi- my family not like what i say??? harh???

woke up dead early today to make tiramisu. :DDDDD i love making this kind of thing. the ladyfinger bisuit is so so so so nice. (: and there is all these extra cream cheese so we make extra and put ALOT ALOT cream cheese. naaaaaaaaice. then there is this alcoholic irish cream, taste so weird lo. but nice. now in the fridge, waiting for it to cool for 4 hrs then its eating time. (:

didn't went to choir yesterday, partly because i overslept, partly because i'm really not feeling well. i've been waking early and sleeping late for a week already and got a thumping headache. mei getting their psle results tmr. they say its extra difficult this yr so they're not sure of getting high marks, will be accompanying them, give them some sisterly support. one of them going to bowen open house after that. not sure if i'll be following.

had quite a busy time trying to sort my old school stuff out. there is ALOT ALOT ALOT of stuff. its so crazy. i wanted to throw my worksheets away but my mei says they want to look through some of it. my mei dumped their p6 books too. its soooooo unfair. they got a TON of assessment books and guide books for their psle. plus they got this $3oo home tutor cd-rom. how my mum bear to spend such money is anybody's guess. i didn't even have those for MY psle. talk about biased.

confirm taking bio next yr. haven't books yet. no rush ba. but its kinda bored staying at home w nothing to do. want to go to the library or something. my mei and i are contemplating our christmas prez already. we want boys like girls album. but then christmas is still far away la.

thats all, ta. (:

Je ne sais pas combien de temps depuis sa dernière conversation que nous, mais je vous manqués. mais que puis-je faire si vous êtes l'on ne veut pas me parler?

sean kingston- me love.

TAG REPLIES

justyn: true, imagine a cass-hating justyn. nonononono.

a person can never understand the healing properties of music unless they live in it for a few days. how come i never realise songs have such a calming effect on me. (:
uoyowyppahebnaciuoywohsottnawi

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. BED.
2. CLOTHES.
3. POSTERS.
4. BABY.
5. UNIFORM.
6. BOOKS.
7. TIES.

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do you like anyone?
yea.
2. Does someone like you?
idk.
3. Last kiss?
wot is last kiss???
4. Been led on?
???
5. Been cheated on?
Nope.
6. Want a relationship?
maybe.
7. Wanna get married?
yeaaa.(:

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. FRIENDS.
2. COMB.
3. CLOTHES.
4. BAGS.
5. MUSIC.
6. SLEEP.
7. COMPUTER.

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. i'm frustrated.
2. dam lambert.
3. next yr.
4. choir stuff.
5. this is an uber long quiz.
6. rain is what i call cool.
7. facebook icy tower.

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU
1. Believe in God?
yes.
2. Had a dream come true?
come to think of it, no.
3. Read the newspaper?
everydayyyyy.
4. Get enough sleep everyday?
yea. seeing me enough is like, 4 hrs.
5. Have a best friend?
duhhh.
6. Take a bath daily?
obvious...
7. Wish on stars?
thats just damn unrealistic.

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Fallen in love?
yes.
2. Kissed someone of the same sex?
duhh.
3. Hooked up with someone who had a BF/GF?
no.
4. Been to a bonfire?
yea, in aussie, best experience ever.
5. Ran away from home?
no.
6. Played strip poker?
no.
7. Pulled an all-nighter?
yea.

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried?
yea.
2. Had fun?
no.
3. Been kissed?
no.
4. Felt stupid?
yea. ):
5. Talked to an ex?
yea.
6. Missed someone?
yea. ):
7. Listened to music?
yeaaaaa. (:

RED : ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone?
kinda.
2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
MY DAD.
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
yep.
4. Does your face turn red when you’re angry?
no.
5. When you’re mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
YELL.

ORANGE : EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
no.
2. Are you easily excited?
nope.
3. What event that is coming up that you are looking forward to?
next yr???
4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
holidaaaaaaays.
5. What would make you the happiest right now?
idk.

YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY
1. Full name: wong yenshan.
2. Birthday: o1 july 1995
3. Your main goal in life?
researcher, paranormal investigator, environmentalist.
4. Do you want to have children?
YEAAA.
5. How do you want to die?
i wna die if i'm alone and old. but i can't die now.

BLUE : SADNESS
1. When is the last time you cried?
this morning.
2. What is the saddest thing that has happened?
-
3. Do you usually cry/get depressed if something doesn't happen your way?
Sometimes.
4. Has anyone made you cry in the last 24 hrs?
YES.
5. When you are sad, what do you do?
Cry?

PINK : LOVE
1. Do you have a crush on one of your friends?
yea.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
yes, i suppose.
3. When you see your crush, do you act differently around him/her?
i try not to.
4. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?
no.
5. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
yes.
__________________________________________________
Are you going to be completely honest and open?
yea.

Fell asleep in the arms of the opposite sex?
hahahahaha.

Ever physically fought with a member of the opposite sex?
yea, best feeling of all.

Ever sang to the person you liked?
no.

Is there anyone who likes you?
idk, prob no.

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
yea. ex who wouldn't talk to each other are seriously WEIRD.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
sofa.

Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
yesssss.

What is/are your favorite color/s?
white.

Are you a shy person?
no, sometimes yes, but mostly no.

Do you have memories that you want to forget?
no.

Are you happy?
somewhat.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
NOOOOOO.

Do you hate seeing happy couples?
sometimes, sometimes they're just so ridiculously happy.

If you went to jail, who would bail you out?
family?

How tall are you?
166.

When was the last time you were actually happy?
wow, thats looooong time ago.

How long does it take you in the morning to fix your hair?
1o mins if tied up, not even 1 when let down.

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
you wouldn't believe it, but yea.

Have you ever wondered how they make lines in toothpaste?
am wondering now...

Do you find smoking unattractive?
kinda, smells bad.

Who was your crush in 5th grade?
matthew.

What is your biggest fear about making a total commitment to someone?
fear of being cheated??

Have you ever suspected anyone cheating on you?
no.

Are you someone who worries too often?
noppe.

Could things possibly get any better?
i hope soooo so much.

What can you currently hear?
tv, american idol.

What's the last pinkie promise you made, and to who?
when i'm 5. about something.

Is there anyone home?
mei lo.

The person you fell hardest for died today, how would you feel?
ok la, can go die w him le. will cry my lungs out.

Something tragic just happened, does your facial expression show it?
no.

Do you miss someone?
duhh.

So, what do you want for your birthday?
LAPTOP.

Does any part of your body hurt right now?
no.

Would you ever work at McDonalds?
yeaaaaa. (:

Are any of your Facebook TOP friends gay/bisexual/lesbian?
no.

Would you care if you saw the person you like, kissing someone else?
will mind in a way.

Did you see a boy today that made you smile?
noppe.

What are you doing tomorrow?
slack ba?

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
choir tee. buy from choir de la.

Do you love anyone right now?
of course la, they're SO many ppl i love.

Is it easy to make you cry?
yea. i cry at the most stupid things.

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yea.

Were you happy when you woke up?
no. waking up is never happy. you have to give me 15 mins.

Does the person you like, like you back?
nooooo.

If any, name a lyric from the song you're listening to?
you accept that they've got things to do, but sometimes in the end there's nothing left for you.

Do you want someone to call you right now?
no.

If someone liked you right now would you want to know?
no.

When was the last time you had butterflies?
2 weeks ago?

Did you mean "I love you" when you said it last?
yes.

Do you get upset over the opposite sex easily?
noo.

When you say you don't care do you mean it?
sometimes.

What would you do if someone called you handsome/beautiful?
thank them?

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yea. (:

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
alex?

What's the CD in your player?
no cd player.

Can you count to ten in more than one language and what language?
jap, malay, eng, chinese.

Who is the last person to tell you they love you?
ex lo.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
noo.

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
yea.

Is your bed big enough for you?
yes, but want bigger/

What was the reason behind the last time you laughed?
my cousin. (:

Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
yes.

What is your favourite thing about being sick?
no appetite, can lose weight.

Do you look at the keyboard when you type?
no.

Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
yes. kinda.

Do you like to look up at the stars at night?
no, no stars, no point.

Are you crushing or taken right now?
crushing/

Few close friends or many acquaintances?
few close friend.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
no.

What are you wearing right now?
choir tee.

Last thing you bought?
duckie pen cover/

Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
yes. one.

Have you ever taken anyone/anything for granted?
yes. ):

Do you remember who you liked in grade seven?
uhh, jeff

What is wrong with you right now?
i'm rushing,

Have you ever faked sick?
yes,

Who makes you laugh?
a lot pf ppl. friends, mei being silly, show luo.

Sunrise or Sunset?
sunset.

Do you make your bed daily?
yes, duhh.

What was the last thing you ate?
fries.

Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
no, they'll tell each other, each other meaning the little group.

Do you get overly emotional about small things?
no.

If a bear attacked you, would you know how to protect yourself?
climb a tree.

If someone told you, "let's go to a party and get drunk". What do you say?
hell yea.

Look at your nails, do they need to be cut?
yes.

When was the last time you saw your father?
this morning, and it isn't a very nice experience.

Have you ever cried your heart out?
yes.

Did you go to sleep smiling last night?
nahhs

Can you cross your eyes?
yes

Would you rather be able to jump into love, or out of love?
in.

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
duhh.

Ever tasted your own tears?
god, what kind of qn is this??

How many drinks does it take before you get drunk?
dno, havent tried.

What color was the last pill you took?
white.

Is it hard to tell someone you like them?
no.

Do you like waking up to new texts in the morning?
yes (:

Is love really a beautiful thing?
yea.

Is anyone protective over you?
no, unless you count my dad.

Would you rather get high or have sex?
get high.

Was your last incoming call from the opposite sex?
aidil.

What do you think of long distance relationships?
faith.

How many people do you fully trust?
idk.

Do you sleep with one leg out from under the covers?
no. i have to be FULLY under.

Are you faster at text messaging or typing on the computer?
text.

Do you have unlimited texting?
nooo. ):

Are you a nice person?
you tell me.

Do you tell someone when they upset you?
no, hardly.

How do you feel about teenage pregnancy?
stupid.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
28/ 29

Have you had your birthday yet this year?
yea.

What's your favorite type of flower?
sunflowers, lavender.

Are you in a relationship?
no.

Which do you prefer - eyes or lips?
eyes, window to the soul.

*bold-yes; normal-no.
01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.
02. You have been in a serious relationship before.
03. You own an iPod of some sort.
04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. You drink too much alcohol. (on most occasions)
06. You have been to the Olive Garden.
07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. It is really cold in your house right now.
09. You are extremely dependent on others.
10. You do not like to express your feelings in front of others.
11. You ate a lot of food today.
12. It doesn’t take much for you to cry.
13. People consider you a sappy sort of person.
14. Someone in your family is rich.
15. You have been to Disney World or Disneyland before.
16. You hate when people constantly talk about themselves.
17. You are a good listener, but you dislike complainers.
18. Someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.
19. You have had a serious surgery.
20. Your house has a spare bedroom.
21. Your house is old.
22. You have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. You have never held a baby before.
24. You can’t handle toddlers.
25. You have a painting in your room.
26. You have been to Canada.
27. You have been to Mexico.
28. You love cherry flavored lollipops.
29. You celebrate Easter.
30. You observe Lent.
31. You are Catholic.
32. You do not believe in God.
33. Religion is not important to you.
34. You want to have a small family one day.
35. You would rather have more sons than daughters.
36. You have more aunts than uncles.
37. You hate being too cold.
38. You currently are way more tan than everyone else.
39. You wear shoes in your house.
40. Your parents are clean freaks.
41. You are more messy than clean.
42. You are currently angry at someone.
43. Patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. Your desk is extremely clean.
45. Your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.
46. When you hear “black & white” it reminds you of Katy Perry’s ‘Hot n Cold’.
47. You have no clue what that song is.
48. You think rap artists are completely pathetic.
49. You are glad George Bush IS out of office.
50. Politics are boring to you.
51. You take a vitamin daily.
52. You feel like you are sick often.
53. You hate throwing up.
54. You think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk with no napkin.
55. You also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.
56. You are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s ass was.
57. You love taking bubble baths.
58. You do not like chocolate at all.
59. You are allergic to nuts.
60. You have been stung by a bee before.
61. You have been to the emergency room before for something.
62. One of your parents is 50 or older.
63. You are the baby of your immediate family.
64. You hate broccoli.
65. You like carrots.
66. You go on tumble too much.
67. You are really comfortable right now.
68. You like witty t-shirts.
69. You are a major fan of underground bands.
70. You have been on an airplane before.
71. You are not afraid of heights.
72. You consider yourself paranoid.
73. You have had a panic attack before.
74. The thought of being old and alone bothers you.
75. You would choose the elderly over children.
76. You feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.
77. You have smoked weed before.
78. You think it’s way too cold outside right now.
79. You love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning.
80. You would rather go to bed early and get up early.
81. You feel like the early bird catches the worm.
82. You are a big breakfast eater.
83. You are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. You are craving something salty.
85. You have been in a car today.
86. There is something plugged in near you.
87. You have heard of the TV show “Private Practice.”
88. You do not like medical television shows.
89. You prefer horror to comedies.
90. You adore Leo & Kate.
91. You think high-waisted pants look good.
2. You hate cheesy movies.
93. You enjoy camping out.
94. Bugs don’t bother you.
95. You do well in school without trying.
96. You are extremely jealous of someone currently.
97. You feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
98. You like energy drinks.
99. You like italics.
100. You know the entire script of Mean Girls.

01)Cassandra Lee.
02)Yong ZiQi.
03)Justyn Toh.
04)Joshua Ho.
05)Zheng JingJing.
06)Merrelyn Hong.
07)Loh JingHan.
08)Kee ZhiYong.
09)Alex Chia.
10)Leong ZhanHao.
11)Diana Lau.
12)Victor Chan.
13)Ervin Sng.
14) Tan XinYi.
15)Sng PeiYi.
16)Ivy Ng.
17)Tan ZuoFu.
18)Vivien Chew.
19)Darren Dan.
20)Cherie Dan.




→ How did you meet 4?
In pri school, long story, he's a prefect then.

→ How much does 9 mean to you?
Quite a bit, he's a great listener.

→ Describe 14 in two words.
Funny; unexpected.

→ Do you know all of 2's secrets?
Not sure, this is a retarded qn, what if she has secret that she keep from me and i thought i know all already???

→ When is the next time you're going to see 7?
Next choir practice.

→ How do you think 13 feels about dancing pigs?
He'll probably, i dno, seeing its him, like t.xinyi, vair unexpected person.

→ Are 11 and 12 anything like each other?
Very outgoing? and helpful.

→ Is 10 single?
Yea. i think, if he is truthful to me.

→ If you had never met 6, how would your life be different?
Hmm, deffo not as much fun.

→ If you could tell 18 one thing right now, what would it be?
Hi, my classmate for 2 more yrs. (:

→ If 3 died, would you be lost?
Hell lost, i don't want him to die.

→ What is the weirdest thing you've ever seen 4 do?
Jumped when a bug is near, for someone his size its just... unnatural.

→ What is 5's only weakness?
Her ***** prob. gaaaaahs.

→ Do you think 8 and 1 would make a good couple?
Well, i suppose yea, you'll never know.

→ Who is 7 to you?
Good friend. (:

→ If 1 and 3 hated each other, what would change?
They won't be friends lo. but nothing change for me, they're still my friends.

→ If 2 said to you that she loved 5, what would your response be?
"Love on, love on. this world need a bit more love."

→ Do you have trust in 12?
Yea, he is deffo a small, if not tiny mouth, unlike me.

→ Who do you like most out of all of these?
QI, CASS, JUST & JOSH. they're my BFFs.

→ What does 20 mean to you?
Cute mei, very straightforward and sporting.

→ Will you die for 17?
No. :x lols.

→ Does 10 seem appealing to you?
In a way, he is appealing, seeing he is quite good-looking, clever. but if you look deeper, you know he likes to disturb ppl. pfft.

→ What was the last thing 16 did to you?
Take my phone la. haiyorhh.

went to spend some time in the rain just now. oddly satisfying. hahas.

Où êtes-vous? Je ne sais même pas comment vous trouver plus ...

last night stayed up to listen to the radio. lols. called in to request songs. and surprisingly i got through. lols. kinda tired now. heard lady gaga's bad romance twice. lols. different stations though. then listen to muttons to midnight, those guys are really funny. they were talking about the movie new moon and they say that they thought kristen stewart isn't ugly, she's okay looking but a bit plain and she always have the sian look on her face. they keep saying, "oh here come the werewolves, sian." and "there edward goes up the tree again, boring." to me its funny la.

then they say adam lambert'sfans call themselves glambert. and they made a rap for kris allen and adam lambert cause they are competitors in american idol and now they're releasing their singles one week away from each other. its just hilarious. then they say justin bieber's fan call themselves beibers, which i suppose means, believer or something, and vernon say it makes the fan sound like they have a flu. lols.

last night was kinda fun la, singing all the songs. OWL CITY ROCKS. but in the end when phone no batt le still can't sleep that part a bit not fun. cause i'm hungry and there's nothing to eat.

oh well, thats all, ta.

s'interrogent sur vous maintenant, nous n'avons pas parlé depuis belle lurette ...












changed the whole blogskin. took me quite a while, but done in the end. like it so much now. lols. cause i edited quite a bit myself... :x headache now sia. last night can't sleep no matter how hard i try. keep thinking about the dumb destination truth...

mei went to cut hair yesterday. got fringe le. kinda funny, lols. cause normally their hair are tied back suddenly cut fringe the fringe won't stay still, and keep centre parting. lols. today is shixun and jeffrey's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:

the guys went to chalet, nice la. jh keep msging me say bored. bored? at chalet? noooooooo. chalets are suppose to be fun. 4oth day already. wondering if it'll get any longer.

Je me rends compte à rester ami avec quelqu'un que vous aimez, vous devez garder une distance et de ne pas franchir la ligne. c'est la même chose avec eveyone, nous devons être prudents. Je l'aime tellement que je m'efforce de mon mieux pour me contrôler déjà. Je l'aime vraiment.

heyyyyyyyyyy, where did my post on the 2o12 movie trip go???? hmph. anyway, GREAT MOVIE, QI, JUST AND JH. (: pity cass cannot go. my fave part of the movie is when the road cracked into half and the underground train came flying out. the scariest part is the office toppling and you can see the ppl inside clinging on to anything they can get their hands on. OUCH.

if the 2o12 thing happened for real, then i guess i won't be so lucky to escape. need to find the cast so i can do my dumb holiday homework. can't wait for december, thats the REAL holidays. reading a korean manga now, cutie boy. lols, nice manga, and very funny. very stress-relieving too. ;D

tata, nothing much to post about now.
bonne chance pour votre match, vous savez que vous pouvez faire quelque chose



today is a ok enough day. hahas. yesterday my phone went for a "bathe". then the whole thing go haywire. the buttons keep pressing itself. so i passed it to my uncle to see if he can save it. it came back ok this morning. still works, but, still odd. qi say i should change it already. yea, maybe i would, soon.

went to school today for choir. wait at thw park for cass to pass her the appeal letter. she say she'll pass to ms wang to edit. gooooooooooosh, i wrote crap siahhs. now all paiseh. :x then chat to qi about the manga i read yesterday at onemanga.com. its call, "jisatsu circle" which means suicide circle. very disturbing. deffo not for ppl w weak heart. i finished the most recent xxxholic so i find other manga to read. read a VAIR VAIR lame manga. so lame that qi can guess the storyline. lols.

then went up to ava room. saw nic so went to ask why is he at school for lo. THE TOUR GUIDE THING, as richelle has said. gaaaaaahhs. i wna be that in sec 1 but i didn't get it though. hmph. so i'm in charged for the booth on 28 nov. 1-3pm. marissa say we need 3 models for each shift to wear the board thing. so i volunteered myself. saw victor doing it last year. okay whaaaaaaaat. hahas.

learned the meng tian and seal lullaby today. missed 2 practice cause got stuff going on so i', kinda lost. so after that i went home, get lunch, went home and slack. then watched world most amazing video and AMAZING IT IS. hahas.

lalalas, off to do something else, like beating joshua in the icy tower thing. (:
Je veux être quelqu'un dans votre vie, j'ai tout le temps que je veux et je vais y arriver

so much for worrying. gaaaaaaahhs. was uber uber worried today. thought i will get into a class w no one i know. which will be crap. thank god i got into a class w qi and just. then in our class got vivien, yifan, yeemeng, jonathan, quanwei, yanqin, justyn, qi and me. from other classes de not too sure. i know there's amelia, qikai, delon, david, carissa, julaina, shermain, ziqi(i know she's in our class like first thing cause qi keep telling me there'll be 2 ziqi next yr). i think lesley is in our class too. so are aloy and james. then during briefing sit behind us de got jiaming and carl and other ppl i dno. ohh, liyana is in our class too.

but CASS. dang, why did cass has to go to 3e4????? i mean, she say she can make new friends la, and i think chinese class we can still see each other la, but no. i die also must get cass in 3e3. i'm currently helping her write the appeal letter.

after briefing went to mac w qi, t.xinyi and ivy. didn't bring enough cash down so rush back home to. then we discussed on how to write the letter lo. cause xinyi got into 3e1, but she don't want to be in 3e1. then ate, chat, slack.

watching 2o12 WITH justyn and qi. cass can't come cause she got band. gaaaaaaaahhs. letter has to be done tmr. i gave not concrete enough reason, but still, its worth a try. chose bio for the double pure science thing.

i cannot sleep last night, i keep thinking about today. i guess it turns out kinda alright ba?

même si nous sommes deux classes de là, au moins, tu rester où tu veux, je suis heureux pour vous.

zzz, wake up, brush teeth, eat, sit and slack, watch tv, sleep. i'm gna get FAT. listening to alot of songs now. english songs in particular. didn't know whats wrong w me to not realise them earlier. and so waiting for 2o12 to come out. die also have to watch. also being nervous for the class thing this wed. i might totally pass out.
reason one: i might not get into the same class w cass, qi and just.
reason two: i might get into the same class WITH cass, qi and just.
reason three: i might get into the class H is at.
reason four: i might be miles away from H.
reason five: i might be just next door to H.
reason six: i might by some miracle get into 3e1.

if any of the green reasons happen i will totally faint and thank god for every, every, everything.

my mei went to as camp this thurs and came back on fri. after they come back they're totaly crazy about the alumni. which includes, someone call weiyao, wei le, martin, wesley and my old classmate, chia jin. they keep talking about them and finding them at fb. can you say, obsessed? lols.

feel so deadio. but i suppose hols is really peaceful. being at home and all that. still, want to go out. esp when asked, if not i got a feeling i might stab myself to death cause of the regret thats bubbling inside me.

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boringness. hols are slack and boringness. and my stomach hurts. and i've been staying up nearly every night so i could watch tv. gahhs. everything is getting so repetitive.



sometimes i really hope i can rewind what i do. everytime i do something, i'll regret, then i can do anything to go back. its not like chatting on msn, you can backspace or say type wrong. i don't think i'm capable of making big decisions yet, obviously. but i really want to know what to do next time. my parents always say i'm like the youngest sister instead of the oldest. i prefer that anyday. i want to be young, i want to not make decisions. i can kinda understand about mj not wanting to grow up and liking kids so much.

yesterday i couldn't sleep. i was out at the living room watching lost, (which i don't understand, btw) then was msging a friend. i wonder how he live his life. being older than me and all that. i wonder how other people live their life. do they complain a lot like me? do they keep doing stuff they want to go back and undo it? then i was watching ET, which i also don't understand. not msging anyone anymore, was just out there in the living room looking at the tv, which is kinda a good timing to start thinking about stuff.

growing up is such a crap thing. lots of responsibility. other people rely on you. but somehow i really want to grow up in a way. and not grow up in another. guess i'm just contracdicting and odd.

Devrais-je être heureux êtes-vous de cette façon?\

am so tired lo. went out during sat and sun for the whole day. went to chinatown during sat. really boring, we're suppose to buy clothes for the wedding for a cousin of mine. turns out we're not going in the end. zzz. ==. but the clothes there(some of them)are really nice. although really ex as well. then came home and watched momo love. getting quite nice. the show. although super unrealistic. told brent about the show. he watched it and fell in love with cyndi wang ever since. loooools. still, i like yuyi the most. so poor thing siahhs. get bullied by the brothers so much ):

then ytd went to ikea at tampines. godddd, if it isn't tiring. first we went to compass point to take the shuttle bus, cause if we went there by the normal bus we'll have to walk forever, and i don't want to walk forever. so we took the shuttle bus. have i ever mention what a horrible motion sickness i have. i think i have ahhs, for those who sit beside me on the bus during those post exam activities and syf practice.

so bus-ed all the way to tampines ikea. the display are like REALLY REALLY cool. i can't wait to grow up and get my own house however long it takes me to work and scrimp and save. plus i saw this really cute guy with this really cute girlf. me and my mei were like talking about them all the while. lols.

then i saw this storage box thing which is really nice. i WILL get it. if its the last thing i do. then there is this designer, henrik pruetz, from sweden, who is really cuuuuuuuute. lols. he designs wardrobes and stuff. lols.

then we went to giant, which is just opposite, just to look at some stuff and to have dinner. cause if you want to shop for grocery and stuff, you don't go all the way to tampines, you go to hg point. had dinner there then the excruciating bus ride to compass point again, where my mum and mei went to find a cap for their kayaking camp. i kinda lost them, cause i went to get a newspaper for my dad and they didn't wait for me. and i'm like, carrier girl or something cause they give me EVERYTHING to carry. until i reach the ground floor when there is finally a trolley. then went home.

on the bus my dad ask me what i want my husband to be like, i'm all HUH???!! i'm only 14, why talk about this? so i say something along the lines of having a stable job and being independent. who knows what will it be like 1o years later? for all we know, we could be dead because of the 2o12 thing, right justyn?

and i'm deffo watching 2o12 once its out. okay, maybe not once. maybe a few days later or the cinema will prob be PACKED. and till then, i'll just be rotting at home, facebooking, blogging, listening to more songs and talking to friends.

hey, maaaaaaaaaybe i may start learning the mode and median thing mdm ng told us to...
Attention, je ne veux pas que tu sois blessé.

one whole week without computer. nearly died. went facebooking just now, mei is sick. so did alot of cooking. their psle results not bad la. everyone i know is better than me. hmph. sat went for choir so missed a chance to go to the library. mei mei borrowed the laest books lo. there is one about sherlock holmes which is cool but then its all in chinese so its a bit difficult to read.

new moon trailer on tv now. jasper's hot. (: hotter than edward or jacob. not hotter than adam lambert though. ytd's newspaper had him. him and kris allen. singapore's music critic commented on both their album. 3 out of 4 says adam win. 1 say kris win. lols. i say adam win la. :D

just like that, nov is ending le. haiyorhh, i suppose dec is going to end like its only a week too. i'm deffo not ready to go back school. plus next yr one of my mei may or may not be going w me. and there are going to be lessons till 3.3o. and hmt lessons are going to last till 5. !!

singapore idol is making its money quick before the season ends. giving one elimination round is soooooo cunning. i like charles and tabitha. but i think sylvia and seizari sings better, lols. odd much?

i'm jealous, i admit.

thats all for now, ta. (:

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justyn- nahhs, not learning french. just trying to make it not so easy to understand.

mark- thanks for tag :D

vivian- i don't have now ehhs, try bowen-chorale.blogspot.com see if they linked her?

qi- my family not like what i say??? harh???

woke up dead early today to make tiramisu. :DDDDD i love making this kind of thing. the ladyfinger bisuit is so so so so nice. (: and there is all these extra cream cheese so we make extra and put ALOT ALOT cream cheese. naaaaaaaaice. then there is this alcoholic irish cream, taste so weird lo. but nice. now in the fridge, waiting for it to cool for 4 hrs then its eating time. (:

didn't went to choir yesterday, partly because i overslept, partly because i'm really not feeling well. i've been waking early and sleeping late for a week already and got a thumping headache. mei getting their psle results tmr. they say its extra difficult this yr so they're not sure of getting high marks, will be accompanying them, give them some sisterly support. one of them going to bowen open house after that. not sure if i'll be following.

had quite a busy time trying to sort my old school stuff out. there is ALOT ALOT ALOT of stuff. its so crazy. i wanted to throw my worksheets away but my mei says they want to look through some of it. my mei dumped their p6 books too. its soooooo unfair. they got a TON of assessment books and guide books for their psle. plus they got this $3oo home tutor cd-rom. how my mum bear to spend such money is anybody's guess. i didn't even have those for MY psle. talk about biased.

confirm taking bio next yr. haven't books yet. no rush ba. but its kinda bored staying at home w nothing to do. want to go to the library or something. my mei and i are contemplating our christmas prez already. we want boys like girls album. but then christmas is still far away la.

thats all, ta. (:

Je ne sais pas combien de temps depuis sa dernière conversation que nous, mais je vous manqués. mais que puis-je faire si vous êtes l'on ne veut pas me parler?

sean kingston- me love.

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justyn: true, imagine a cass-hating justyn. nonononono.

a person can never understand the healing properties of music unless they live in it for a few days. how come i never realise songs have such a calming effect on me. (:
uoyowyppahebnaciuoywohsottnawi

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. BED.
2. CLOTHES.
3. POSTERS.
4. BABY.
5. UNIFORM.
6. BOOKS.
7. TIES.

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do you like anyone?
yea.
2. Does someone like you?
idk.
3. Last kiss?
wot is last kiss???
4. Been led on?
???
5. Been cheated on?
Nope.
6. Want a relationship?
maybe.
7. Wanna get married?
yeaaa.(:

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. FRIENDS.
2. COMB.
3. CLOTHES.
4. BAGS.
5. MUSIC.
6. SLEEP.
7. COMPUTER.

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. i'm frustrated.
2. dam lambert.
3. next yr.
4. choir stuff.
5. this is an uber long quiz.
6. rain is what i call cool.
7. facebook icy tower.

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU
1. Believe in God?
yes.
2. Had a dream come true?
come to think of it, no.
3. Read the newspaper?
everydayyyyy.
4. Get enough sleep everyday?
yea. seeing me enough is like, 4 hrs.
5. Have a best friend?
duhhh.
6. Take a bath daily?
obvious...
7. Wish on stars?
thats just damn unrealistic.

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Fallen in love?
yes.
2. Kissed someone of the same sex?
duhh.
3. Hooked up with someone who had a BF/GF?
no.
4. Been to a bonfire?
yea, in aussie, best experience ever.
5. Ran away from home?
no.
6. Played strip poker?
no.
7. Pulled an all-nighter?
yea.

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried?
yea.
2. Had fun?
no.
3. Been kissed?
no.
4. Felt stupid?
yea. ):
5. Talked to an ex?
yea.
6. Missed someone?
yea. ):
7. Listened to music?
yeaaaaa. (:

RED : ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone?
kinda.
2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
MY DAD.
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
yep.
4. Does your face turn red when you’re angry?
no.
5. When you’re mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
YELL.

ORANGE : EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
no.
2. Are you easily excited?
nope.
3. What event that is coming up that you are looking forward to?
next yr???
4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
holidaaaaaaays.
5. What would make you the happiest right now?
idk.

YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY
1. Full name: wong yenshan.
2. Birthday: o1 july 1995
3. Your main goal in life?
researcher, paranormal investigator, environmentalist.
4. Do you want to have children?
YEAAA.
5. How do you want to die?
i wna die if i'm alone and old. but i can't die now.

BLUE : SADNESS
1. When is the last time you cried?
this morning.
2. What is the saddest thing that has happened?
-
3. Do you usually cry/get depressed if something doesn't happen your way?
Sometimes.
4. Has anyone made you cry in the last 24 hrs?
YES.
5. When you are sad, what do you do?
Cry?

PINK : LOVE
1. Do you have a crush on one of your friends?
yea.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
yes, i suppose.
3. When you see your crush, do you act differently around him/her?
i try not to.
4. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?
no.
5. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
yes.
__________________________________________________
Are you going to be completely honest and open?
yea.

Fell asleep in the arms of the opposite sex?
hahahahaha.

Ever physically fought with a member of the opposite sex?
yea, best feeling of all.

Ever sang to the person you liked?
no.

Is there anyone who likes you?
idk, prob no.

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
yea. ex who wouldn't talk to each other are seriously WEIRD.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
sofa.

Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
yesssss.

What is/are your favorite color/s?
white.

Are you a shy person?
no, sometimes yes, but mostly no.

Do you have memories that you want to forget?
no.

Are you happy?
somewhat.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
NOOOOOO.

Do you hate seeing happy couples?
sometimes, sometimes they're just so ridiculously happy.

If you went to jail, who would bail you out?
family?

How tall are you?
166.

When was the last time you were actually happy?
wow, thats looooong time ago.

How long does it take you in the morning to fix your hair?
1o mins if tied up, not even 1 when let down.

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
you wouldn't believe it, but yea.

Have you ever wondered how they make lines in toothpaste?
am wondering now...

Do you find smoking unattractive?
kinda, smells bad.

Who was your crush in 5th grade?
matthew.

What is your biggest fear about making a total commitment to someone?
fear of being cheated??

Have you ever suspected anyone cheating on you?
no.

Are you someone who worries too often?
noppe.

Could things possibly get any better?
i hope soooo so much.

What can you currently hear?
tv, american idol.

What's the last pinkie promise you made, and to who?
when i'm 5. about something.

Is there anyone home?
mei lo.

The person you fell hardest for died today, how would you feel?
ok la, can go die w him le. will cry my lungs out.

Something tragic just happened, does your facial expression show it?
no.

Do you miss someone?
duhh.

So, what do you want for your birthday?
LAPTOP.

Does any part of your body hurt right now?
no.

Would you ever work at McDonalds?
yeaaaaa. (:

Are any of your Facebook TOP friends gay/bisexual/lesbian?
no.

Would you care if you saw the person you like, kissing someone else?
will mind in a way.

Did you see a boy today that made you smile?
noppe.

What are you doing tomorrow?
slack ba?

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
choir tee. buy from choir de la.

Do you love anyone right now?
of course la, they're SO many ppl i love.

Is it easy to make you cry?
yea. i cry at the most stupid things.

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yea.

Were you happy when you woke up?
no. waking up is never happy. you have to give me 15 mins.

Does the person you like, like you back?
nooooo.

If any, name a lyric from the song you're listening to?
you accept that they've got things to do, but sometimes in the end there's nothing left for you.

Do you want someone to call you right now?
no.

If someone liked you right now would you want to know?
no.

When was the last time you had butterflies?
2 weeks ago?

Did you mean "I love you" when you said it last?
yes.

Do you get upset over the opposite sex easily?
noo.

When you say you don't care do you mean it?
sometimes.

What would you do if someone called you handsome/beautiful?
thank them?

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yea. (:

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
alex?

What's the CD in your player?
no cd player.

Can you count to ten in more than one language and what language?
jap, malay, eng, chinese.

Who is the last person to tell you they love you?
ex lo.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
noo.

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
yea.

Is your bed big enough for you?
yes, but want bigger/

What was the reason behind the last time you laughed?
my cousin. (:

Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
yes.

What is your favourite thing about being sick?
no appetite, can lose weight.

Do you look at the keyboard when you type?
no.

Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
yes. kinda.

Do you like to look up at the stars at night?
no, no stars, no point.

Are you crushing or taken right now?
crushing/

Few close friends or many acquaintances?
few close friend.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
no.

What are you wearing right now?
choir tee.

Last thing you bought?
duckie pen cover/

Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
yes. one.

Have you ever taken anyone/anything for granted?
yes. ):

Do you remember who you liked in grade seven?
uhh, jeff

What is wrong with you right now?
i'm rushing,

Have you ever faked sick?
yes,

Who makes you laugh?
a lot pf ppl. friends, mei being silly, show luo.

Sunrise or Sunset?
sunset.

Do you make your bed daily?
yes, duhh.

What was the last thing you ate?
fries.

Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
no, they'll tell each other, each other meaning the little group.

Do you get overly emotional about small things?
no.

If a bear attacked you, would you know how to protect yourself?
climb a tree.

If someone told you, "let's go to a party and get drunk". What do you say?
hell yea.

Look at your nails, do they need to be cut?
yes.

When was the last time you saw your father?
this morning, and it isn't a very nice experience.

Have you ever cried your heart out?
yes.

Did you go to sleep smiling last night?
nahhs

Can you cross your eyes?
yes

Would you rather be able to jump into love, or out of love?
in.

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
duhh.

Ever tasted your own tears?
god, what kind of qn is this??

How many drinks does it take before you get drunk?
dno, havent tried.

What color was the last pill you took?
white.

Is it hard to tell someone you like them?
no.

Do you like waking up to new texts in the morning?
yes (:

Is love really a beautiful thing?
yea.

Is anyone protective over you?
no, unless you count my dad.

Would you rather get high or have sex?
get high.

Was your last incoming call from the opposite sex?
aidil.

What do you think of long distance relationships?
faith.

How many people do you fully trust?
idk.

Do you sleep with one leg out from under the covers?
no. i have to be FULLY under.

Are you faster at text messaging or typing on the computer?
text.

Do you have unlimited texting?
nooo. ):

Are you a nice person?
you tell me.

Do you tell someone when they upset you?
no, hardly.

How do you feel about teenage pregnancy?
stupid.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
28/ 29

Have you had your birthday yet this year?
yea.

What's your favorite type of flower?
sunflowers, lavender.

Are you in a relationship?
no.

Which do you prefer - eyes or lips?
eyes, window to the soul.

*bold-yes; normal-no.
01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.
02. You have been in a serious relationship before.
03. You own an iPod of some sort.
04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. You drink too much alcohol. (on most occasions)
06. You have been to the Olive Garden.
07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. It is really cold in your house right now.
09. You are extremely dependent on others.
10. You do not like to express your feelings in front of others.
11. You ate a lot of food today.
12. It doesn’t take much for you to cry.
13. People consider you a sappy sort of person.
14. Someone in your family is rich.
15. You have been to Disney World or Disneyland before.
16. You hate when people constantly talk about themselves.
17. You are a good listener, but you dislike complainers.
18. Someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.
19. You have had a serious surgery.
20. Your house has a spare bedroom.
21. Your house is old.
22. You have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. You have never held a baby before.
24. You can’t handle toddlers.
25. You have a painting in your room.
26. You have been to Canada.
27. You have been to Mexico.
28. You love cherry flavored lollipops.
29. You celebrate Easter.
30. You observe Lent.
31. You are Catholic.
32. You do not believe in God.
33. Religion is not important to you.
34. You want to have a small family one day.
35. You would rather have more sons than daughters.
36. You have more aunts than uncles.
37. You hate being too cold.
38. You currently are way more tan than everyone else.
39. You wear shoes in your house.
40. Your parents are clean freaks.
41. You are more messy than clean.
42. You are currently angry at someone.
43. Patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. Your desk is extremely clean.
45. Your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.
46. When you hear “black & white” it reminds you of Katy Perry’s ‘Hot n Cold’.
47. You have no clue what that song is.
48. You think rap artists are completely pathetic.
49. You are glad George Bush IS out of office.
50. Politics are boring to you.
51. You take a vitamin daily.
52. You feel like you are sick often.
53. You hate throwing up.
54. You think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk with no napkin.
55. You also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.
56. You are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s ass was.
57. You love taking bubble baths.
58. You do not like chocolate at all.
59. You are allergic to nuts.
60. You have been stung by a bee before.
61. You have been to the emergency room before for something.
62. One of your parents is 50 or older.
63. You are the baby of your immediate family.
64. You hate broccoli.
65. You like carrots.
66. You go on tumble too much.
67. You are really comfortable right now.
68. You like witty t-shirts.
69. You are a major fan of underground bands.
70. You have been on an airplane before.
71. You are not afraid of heights.
72. You consider yourself paranoid.
73. You have had a panic attack before.
74. The thought of being old and alone bothers you.
75. You would choose the elderly over children.
76. You feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.
77. You have smoked weed before.
78. You think it’s way too cold outside right now.
79. You love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning.
80. You would rather go to bed early and get up early.
81. You feel like the early bird catches the worm.
82. You are a big breakfast eater.
83. You are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. You are craving something salty.
85. You have been in a car today.
86. There is something plugged in near you.
87. You have heard of the TV show “Private Practice.”
88. You do not like medical television shows.
89. You prefer horror to comedies.
90. You adore Leo & Kate.
91. You think high-waisted pants look good.
2. You hate cheesy movies.
93. You enjoy camping out.
94. Bugs don’t bother you.
95. You do well in school without trying.
96. You are extremely jealous of someone currently.
97. You feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
98. You like energy drinks.
99. You like italics.
100. You know the entire script of Mean Girls.

01)Cassandra Lee.
02)Yong ZiQi.
03)Justyn Toh.
04)Joshua Ho.
05)Zheng JingJing.
06)Merrelyn Hong.
07)Loh JingHan.
08)Kee ZhiYong.
09)Alex Chia.
10)Leong ZhanHao.
11)Diana Lau.
12)Victor Chan.
13)Ervin Sng.
14) Tan XinYi.
15)Sng PeiYi.
16)Ivy Ng.
17)Tan ZuoFu.
18)Vivien Chew.
19)Darren Dan.
20)Cherie Dan.




→ How did you meet 4?
In pri school, long story, he's a prefect then.

→ How much does 9 mean to you?
Quite a bit, he's a great listener.

→ Describe 14 in two words.
Funny; unexpected.

→ Do you know all of 2's secrets?
Not sure, this is a retarded qn, what if she has secret that she keep from me and i thought i know all already???

→ When is the next time you're going to see 7?
Next choir practice.

→ How do you think 13 feels about dancing pigs?
He'll probably, i dno, seeing its him, like t.xinyi, vair unexpected person.

→ Are 11 and 12 anything like each other?
Very outgoing? and helpful.

→ Is 10 single?
Yea. i think, if he is truthful to me.

→ If you had never met 6, how would your life be different?
Hmm, deffo not as much fun.

→ If you could tell 18 one thing right now, what would it be?
Hi, my classmate for 2 more yrs. (:

→ If 3 died, would you be lost?
Hell lost, i don't want him to die.

→ What is the weirdest thing you've ever seen 4 do?
Jumped when a bug is near, for someone his size its just... unnatural.

→ What is 5's only weakness?
Her ***** prob. gaaaaahs.

→ Do you think 8 and 1 would make a good couple?
Well, i suppose yea, you'll never know.

→ Who is 7 to you?
Good friend. (:

→ If 1 and 3 hated each other, what would change?
They won't be friends lo. but nothing change for me, they're still my friends.

→ If 2 said to you that she loved 5, what would your response be?
"Love on, love on. this world need a bit more love."

→ Do you have trust in 12?
Yea, he is deffo a small, if not tiny mouth, unlike me.

→ Who do you like most out of all of these?
QI, CASS, JUST & JOSH. they're my BFFs.

→ What does 20 mean to you?
Cute mei, very straightforward and sporting.

→ Will you die for 17?
No. :x lols.

→ Does 10 seem appealing to you?
In a way, he is appealing, seeing he is quite good-looking, clever. but if you look deeper, you know he likes to disturb ppl. pfft.

→ What was the last thing 16 did to you?
Take my phone la. haiyorhh.

went to spend some time in the rain just now. oddly satisfying. hahas.

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last night stayed up to listen to the radio. lols. called in to request songs. and surprisingly i got through. lols. kinda tired now. heard lady gaga's bad romance twice. lols. different stations though. then listen to muttons to midnight, those guys are really funny. they were talking about the movie new moon and they say that they thought kristen stewart isn't ugly, she's okay looking but a bit plain and she always have the sian look on her face. they keep saying, "oh here come the werewolves, sian." and "there edward goes up the tree again, boring." to me its funny la.

then they say adam lambert'sfans call themselves glambert. and they made a rap for kris allen and adam lambert cause they are competitors in american idol and now they're releasing their singles one week away from each other. its just hilarious. then they say justin bieber's fan call themselves beibers, which i suppose means, believer or something, and vernon say it makes the fan sound like they have a flu. lols.

last night was kinda fun la, singing all the songs. OWL CITY ROCKS. but in the end when phone no batt le still can't sleep that part a bit not fun. cause i'm hungry and there's nothing to eat.

oh well, thats all, ta.

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changed the whole blogskin. took me quite a while, but done in the end. like it so much now. lols. cause i edited quite a bit myself... :x headache now sia. last night can't sleep no matter how hard i try. keep thinking about the dumb destination truth...

mei went to cut hair yesterday. got fringe le. kinda funny, lols. cause normally their hair are tied back suddenly cut fringe the fringe won't stay still, and keep centre parting. lols. today is shixun and jeffrey's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:

the guys went to chalet, nice la. jh keep msging me say bored. bored? at chalet? noooooooo. chalets are suppose to be fun. 4oth day already. wondering if it'll get any longer.

Je me rends compte à rester ami avec quelqu'un que vous aimez, vous devez garder une distance et de ne pas franchir la ligne. c'est la même chose avec eveyone, nous devons être prudents. Je l'aime tellement que je m'efforce de mon mieux pour me contrôler déjà. Je l'aime vraiment.

heyyyyyyyyyy, where did my post on the 2o12 movie trip go???? hmph. anyway, GREAT MOVIE, QI, JUST AND JH. (: pity cass cannot go. my fave part of the movie is when the road cracked into half and the underground train came flying out. the scariest part is the office toppling and you can see the ppl inside clinging on to anything they can get their hands on. OUCH.

if the 2o12 thing happened for real, then i guess i won't be so lucky to escape. need to find the cast so i can do my dumb holiday homework. can't wait for december, thats the REAL holidays. reading a korean manga now, cutie boy. lols, nice manga, and very funny. very stress-relieving too. ;D

tata, nothing much to post about now.
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today is a ok enough day. hahas. yesterday my phone went for a "bathe". then the whole thing go haywire. the buttons keep pressing itself. so i passed it to my uncle to see if he can save it. it came back ok this morning. still works, but, still odd. qi say i should change it already. yea, maybe i would, soon.

went to school today for choir. wait at thw park for cass to pass her the appeal letter. she say she'll pass to ms wang to edit. gooooooooooosh, i wrote crap siahhs. now all paiseh. :x then chat to qi about the manga i read yesterday at onemanga.com. its call, "jisatsu circle" which means suicide circle. very disturbing. deffo not for ppl w weak heart. i finished the most recent xxxholic so i find other manga to read. read a VAIR VAIR lame manga. so lame that qi can guess the storyline. lols.

then went up to ava room. saw nic so went to ask why is he at school for lo. THE TOUR GUIDE THING, as richelle has said. gaaaaaahhs. i wna be that in sec 1 but i didn't get it though. hmph. so i'm in charged for the booth on 28 nov. 1-3pm. marissa say we need 3 models for each shift to wear the board thing. so i volunteered myself. saw victor doing it last year. okay whaaaaaaaat. hahas.

learned the meng tian and seal lullaby today. missed 2 practice cause got stuff going on so i', kinda lost. so after that i went home, get lunch, went home and slack. then watched world most amazing video and AMAZING IT IS. hahas.

lalalas, off to do something else, like beating joshua in the icy tower thing. (:
Je veux être quelqu'un dans votre vie, j'ai tout le temps que je veux et je vais y arriver

so much for worrying. gaaaaaaahhs. was uber uber worried today. thought i will get into a class w no one i know. which will be crap. thank god i got into a class w qi and just. then in our class got vivien, yifan, yeemeng, jonathan, quanwei, yanqin, justyn, qi and me. from other classes de not too sure. i know there's amelia, qikai, delon, david, carissa, julaina, shermain, ziqi(i know she's in our class like first thing cause qi keep telling me there'll be 2 ziqi next yr). i think lesley is in our class too. so are aloy and james. then during briefing sit behind us de got jiaming and carl and other ppl i dno. ohh, liyana is in our class too.

but CASS. dang, why did cass has to go to 3e4????? i mean, she say she can make new friends la, and i think chinese class we can still see each other la, but no. i die also must get cass in 3e3. i'm currently helping her write the appeal letter.

after briefing went to mac w qi, t.xinyi and ivy. didn't bring enough cash down so rush back home to. then we discussed on how to write the letter lo. cause xinyi got into 3e1, but she don't want to be in 3e1. then ate, chat, slack.

watching 2o12 WITH justyn and qi. cass can't come cause she got band. gaaaaaaaahhs. letter has to be done tmr. i gave not concrete enough reason, but still, its worth a try. chose bio for the double pure science thing.

i cannot sleep last night, i keep thinking about today. i guess it turns out kinda alright ba?

même si nous sommes deux classes de là, au moins, tu rester où tu veux, je suis heureux pour vous.

zzz, wake up, brush teeth, eat, sit and slack, watch tv, sleep. i'm gna get FAT. listening to alot of songs now. english songs in particular. didn't know whats wrong w me to not realise them earlier. and so waiting for 2o12 to come out. die also have to watch. also being nervous for the class thing this wed. i might totally pass out.
reason one: i might not get into the same class w cass, qi and just.
reason two: i might get into the same class WITH cass, qi and just.
reason three: i might get into the class H is at.
reason four: i might be miles away from H.
reason five: i might be just next door to H.
reason six: i might by some miracle get into 3e1.

if any of the green reasons happen i will totally faint and thank god for every, every, everything.

my mei went to as camp this thurs and came back on fri. after they come back they're totaly crazy about the alumni. which includes, someone call weiyao, wei le, martin, wesley and my old classmate, chia jin. they keep talking about them and finding them at fb. can you say, obsessed? lols.

feel so deadio. but i suppose hols is really peaceful. being at home and all that. still, want to go out. esp when asked, if not i got a feeling i might stab myself to death cause of the regret thats bubbling inside me.

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boringness. hols are slack and boringness. and my stomach hurts. and i've been staying up nearly every night so i could watch tv. gahhs. everything is getting so repetitive.



sometimes i really hope i can rewind what i do. everytime i do something, i'll regret, then i can do anything to go back. its not like chatting on msn, you can backspace or say type wrong. i don't think i'm capable of making big decisions yet, obviously. but i really want to know what to do next time. my parents always say i'm like the youngest sister instead of the oldest. i prefer that anyday. i want to be young, i want to not make decisions. i can kinda understand about mj not wanting to grow up and liking kids so much.

yesterday i couldn't sleep. i was out at the living room watching lost, (which i don't understand, btw) then was msging a friend. i wonder how he live his life. being older than me and all that. i wonder how other people live their life. do they complain a lot like me? do they keep doing stuff they want to go back and undo it? then i was watching ET, which i also don't understand. not msging anyone anymore, was just out there in the living room looking at the tv, which is kinda a good timing to start thinking about stuff.

growing up is such a crap thing. lots of responsibility. other people rely on you. but somehow i really want to grow up in a way. and not grow up in another. guess i'm just contracdicting and odd.

Devrais-je être heureux êtes-vous de cette façon?\

am so tired lo. went out during sat and sun for the whole day. went to chinatown during sat. really boring, we're suppose to buy clothes for the wedding for a cousin of mine. turns out we're not going in the end. zzz. ==. but the clothes there(some of them)are really nice. although really ex as well. then came home and watched momo love. getting quite nice. the show. although super unrealistic. told brent about the show. he watched it and fell in love with cyndi wang ever since. loooools. still, i like yuyi the most. so poor thing siahhs. get bullied by the brothers so much ):

then ytd went to ikea at tampines. godddd, if it isn't tiring. first we went to compass point to take the shuttle bus, cause if we went there by the normal bus we'll have to walk forever, and i don't want to walk forever. so we took the shuttle bus. have i ever mention what a horrible motion sickness i have. i think i have ahhs, for those who sit beside me on the bus during those post exam activities and syf practice.

so bus-ed all the way to tampines ikea. the display are like REALLY REALLY cool. i can't wait to grow up and get my own house however long it takes me to work and scrimp and save. plus i saw this really cute guy with this really cute girlf. me and my mei were like talking about them all the while. lols.

then i saw this storage box thing which is really nice. i WILL get it. if its the last thing i do. then there is this designer, henrik pruetz, from sweden, who is really cuuuuuuuute. lols. he designs wardrobes and stuff. lols.

then we went to giant, which is just opposite, just to look at some stuff and to have dinner. cause if you want to shop for grocery and stuff, you don't go all the way to tampines, you go to hg point. had dinner there then the excruciating bus ride to compass point again, where my mum and mei went to find a cap for their kayaking camp. i kinda lost them, cause i went to get a newspaper for my dad and they didn't wait for me. and i'm like, carrier girl or something cause they give me EVERYTHING to carry. until i reach the ground floor when there is finally a trolley. then went home.

on the bus my dad ask me what i want my husband to be like, i'm all HUH???!! i'm only 14, why talk about this? so i say something along the lines of having a stable job and being independent. who knows what will it be like 1o years later? for all we know, we could be dead because of the 2o12 thing, right justyn?

and i'm deffo watching 2o12 once its out. okay, maybe not once. maybe a few days later or the cinema will prob be PACKED. and till then, i'll just be rotting at home, facebooking, blogging, listening to more songs and talking to friends.

hey, maaaaaaaaaybe i may start learning the mode and median thing mdm ng told us to...
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