never felt so useless for quite long already. but now i do. oh maaaaaan, i wonder how people live their life and make themselves contented with everything they do. i feel like rotten shiz. lolol. i do. everyday, i wake up, go to facebook or blog, kaypo other people's life while not living mine properly. then i go for some school event. (today: learning journey. i hope that place's air-conditioned.) then i reach home, eat, use computer AGAIN, sometimes for project, sometimes for fun. if its for project i didn't even have the drive and passion to make sure its the best. i only make sure its accurate. thats all. then i go and read some books that i've already read for 5oo times. i dno if its cause i have no life. i don't want to go out either. all that hassle about what to wear, where to go and curfew shiz. going out alone is SO boring. but i think i'll do it one day. all the way to somewhere far. lolol. maybe orchard. note: yours truly has no sense of direction. of course i could always sit down and get my holidays homework done with a bored look on my face. i could always do that huh. just watching the minutes and hours ticking by...

ta.
x.

we gotta live every single day, like its the only one what if tomorrow never comes.
- Nickelback, Never Gonna Be Alone

never felt so useless for quite long already. but now i do. oh maaaaaan, i wonder how people live their life and make themselves contented with everything they do. i feel like rotten shiz. lolol. i do. everyday, i wake up, go to facebook or blog, kaypo other people's life while not living mine properly. then i go for some school event. (today: learning journey. i hope that place's air-conditioned.) then i reach home, eat, use computer AGAIN, sometimes for project, sometimes for fun. if its for project i didn't even have the drive and passion to make sure its the best. i only make sure its accurate. thats all. then i go and read some books that i've already read for 5oo times. i dno if its cause i have no life. i don't want to go out either. all that hassle about what to wear, where to go and curfew shiz. going out alone is SO boring. but i think i'll do it one day. all the way to somewhere far. lolol. maybe orchard. note: yours truly has no sense of direction. of course i could always sit down and get my holidays homework done with a bored look on my face. i could always do that huh. just watching the minutes and hours ticking by...

ta.
x.

we gotta live every single day, like its the only one what if tomorrow never comes.
- Nickelback, Never Gonna Be Alone