oh noooooo, school is starting in 6 days or so. i don't waaaaaaaaaant. D:

1)From now on , you can't tell lies, are you ready?-
==
2)Think back six months ago, were you single?-
yes.
3)What do you carry with you at all times?-
handphone. no going anywhere without handphone.
4)When you say you don't care, do you mean it?-
sometimes.
5)How are you feeling?-
squashed up.
6)Is something wrong right now?-
YES.
7)Are you mad at someone?-
myself.
8)What's on your mind?-
blank w worry.
9)Are you jealous of someone right now ?-
noppe.
10)Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?-
no.
11)Do you want to start over with anyone?-
NO.
12)Do you know anyone likes you?-
no.
13)Are you good at hiding your feelings?-
i think so. in my humble opinion, YES.
14)What are you supposed to be doing right now?-
sitting around, reading books like some guai little kid. lols. no offence.
15)True love or 1 billion bucks?-
true love.
16)Has anyone ever told you have pretty eyes?-
no, someone told me my eyes can talk though. can they?
17)Anything you would change about your life ?-
my ugly ugly looks, hahas, i'm shallow.
18)Could you cry right now?-
can, i can cry anytime unless i'm laughing.
19)Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?-
hahahahahas.
20)How often do you hold back from saying what you're thinking?-
quite often. i'd have been beaten up if i didn't.
21)Are you okay with the life you live?-
okay baaaaaaaa. look at the bright side then its okay.
22)Last person you told a secret to?-
justyn.
23)Do you believe true love can conquer anything?-
noooooo. thats dumb...
24)When was the last time you cried?-
last night.
25)How much money did you spend today?-
none, YET.
26)What are you sitting on now?-
chair???!!
27)Whats something you really want right now?-
adam lambert's album....
28)How do you feel about your hair right now?-
stupid.
29)What did you do yesterday?-
rotting ritual.
30)Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?-
yes.
31)Is there someone that makes you happy when you speak with them?-
yes.
32)When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?-
err, a week ago i think.
33)Is someone on your mind right now?-
vivien, cause i ripped the quiz from her. :x
34)Who's birthday is coming up?-
winston's.
35)Were you happy when you woke up?-
nooooo, headacheeeeee.
36)What is one emotion you are feeling right now?-
confused. is that an emotion?
37)Are you easy to get along?-
i'd like to think, yes.
38)Ever cheated on someone?-
no. :D
39)Who is the last person you send a text?-
enoch. (:

one mei go zhonghua, one mei go bowen. hmmmmm, saw my dad wrote on the whiteboard today that he received the msg. and then woke them up. umm, they have been antocipating last night. they could want to find out at the stroke of midnight de. just that it won't be so fast.

msn cannot sign in. DAMN.

ALEX CHIA

1) Do you love this person?
yea. (:
2) Is this person your enemy?
no duhhh.
3) Is this person taller than you?
i think so...




BRENT WONG

1) What do you really think of this person?
unpredictable.
2) What’s her/his favorite color?
idk...
3) Ever danced with her/him?
noppe,


CASSANDRA LEE

1) Do you like this person?
duhh, she's my bbf.
2) Where did you meet this person?
in school, sec 1.
3) How old is she/he?
14 this yr.


DARREN DAN

1) How long have you know her/him?
half a yr? or less.
2) Biggest regret?
idk. (:
3) She/he is your?
di. :D


ERVIN SNG

1) Have you met their parents?
no. (:
2) Worst thing about this person?
no worst thing. he's fun.
3) Best thing about this person?
he can beatbox! (:


FLORENCE

1) Have you ever dated this person?
no, she's a GIRL.
2) When is the next time you will see her/him?
idk, thats hard to say.
3) Do you go to school with her/him?
noppe, in the past yea, now no.


GARY TEO

1) Is she/he a good listener?
i think so...
2) Have you ever lied to this person?
nope.
3) Is this person nice?
yes ba?(:


HANS LIM

1) What year is she/he in?
err, if this mean the yr he is born in, its 1997
2) Is she/he your best friend?
noppe.
3) Ever done something illegal with this person?
naaaahhs.


IVY NG

1)What is this person's favourite food?
i dno... x
2) Where did you meet this person?
in school, during sec 1.
3) Do you trust her/him?
yea. (:


JUSTYN TOH

1) Do she/he have any siblings?
he doesn't.
2) Do you know her/his favourite song?
no, but surely gaga related. (:
3) What would you do if she/he confessed she/he liked you?
i'll freaked, pat him on the head and say, "what a joke."


KELVIN CHAN

1) How old were you when your first met?
13.
2) How did you meet this person?
at choir prac.
3) Ever danced with this person?
no... ==


LINUS TAY

1) What would you do if you had never met this person?
well, it'll be a regret. he's a gd friend and give good advices.
2) Do you like her/him?
duhh. (:
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person?
if i can even go lo.


MARISSA

1) Is this person older than you?
yep, a yr older.
2) Is this person single?
i think so.
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week?
hardly ehhs, 2 or 3.


NICHOLAS HAN

1) Is this person your girlfriend/boyfriend?
hahaha, NO.
2) Have you seen this person cry?
no also.
3) Do you know this person’s middle name?
middle name? i know his full name. its han kun long.


OH JIAJIE

1) Are your greatfriends?
in the past.
2) Why do u know her/him?
school, primary 5.
3) Do you believe this person is gay?
naaaaaahs.


PEIYI SNG

1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
nope, sadly.
2) How about a whole day with her/him?
during camp?
3) Does this person have a job?
no, she's studying.


QI (technically, ziqi.)

1) Does this person drink alcohol?
i don't think so.
2) Have you seen this person dance?
hahahahas, NO.
3) Where do she/he work?
he doesn't work, he studies, at school.


REBECCA

1) Have you heard this person sing?
no...
2) Do you think this person will repost this?
no. lols.
3) Whats one thing you would change about this person?i
nonono, you cannot change a person.


SHIXUN

1) Is this person taller than you?
duhh taller.
2) Do you enjoy spending time with her/him?
kinda. he's fave emoticon is ==, so not really.
3) Do they live close to you?
opposite block.


TAN XINYI

1) Would you do anything for her/him?
depends on what, so not ANYTHING, :x
2) Have you been to her/his house?
never.
3) Is she/he a great friend?
she's a good friend.


UMIKO (technically jing jing. sorry, i ran out of names.)

1) Is this person in a relationship?
no.
2) Do you know where she/he lives?
actually, come to think of it. no. ):
3) What colour hair does this person have?
black?


VICTOR CHAN

1) Do you see this person alot?
not alot.
2) When did you meet her/him?
last yr.
3) Is this person your friend?
duhh my friend,


WEIJIE SEAH

1) Is this person quiet or loud?
depending towards who.
2) Name a friend that both of you are close too?
shit, this is hard. the closest should be brent.
3) What color eyes does this person have?
never notice, but prob black.


XINYI LEE.

1) Why are you friend with her/him?
yep, friends. (:
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with her/him ?
noooo.
3) What is one thing you would change about her/him?
like i said, you cannot change a person ma.


YONGCHONG.

1) Does this person wear make-up?
hahas, no.
2) Does this person play any instruments?
i don't think so, not sure.
3) What is her/his favourite sport?
thats even worse, i dno...


ZHANHAO LEONG.

1) Do you talk to her/him?
duhh...
2) Ever gone shopping with her/him?
no.
3) Does this person have any special skills?
he is clever. and good at di siao-ing ppl.

I confessed that in 2009, I have actually ...

( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken yea, kinda.
(x) broke someone else’s heart hmmm,
( ) had a stalker
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( ) had a good relationship with someone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget there's no relationship
(x) done something you’ve regretted i regret doing stuff all the time. esp this yr though.
(x) lost faith in love i wonder why...
( ) kissed under a mistletoe
( ) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem dozens when i'm bored.
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog duhh...
( ) listened to music you couldn’t stand
( ) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried when you have darlings like qi cass just and josh, you just can't help it.
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) visited a foreign country nearly every year.
(x) cut in a line of waiting people hahas. :x
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t yep. i won't do it again. thats my new resolution.
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) lost something/someone important to you in 2009
(x) broke a promise x
(x) lied unintentional. white lie.
(x) went behind your parents back to get some freedom, i had to.
(x) cried over a broken heart yea. someone else's broken heart. namely bella. hahas.
( ) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret hid.
(x) pretended to be happy occasionally.
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution i can't remember everything.
(x) met someone who changed your life :D
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life hell yea. (:
(x) sat home all day doing nothing everyday~
(x) pretended to be sick to get out of school, but only after EOY,
( ) left the country
( ) almost died
( ) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
( ) learned something new about yourself
( ) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life change is an understatement.
(x) found out who your true friends were i know who they are and they'll stay that way.
( ) met great people
(x) stayed up till sunrise chatting on the phone.
(x) cried over the silliest thing i cry over the silliest thing all the time, but cass's worse.
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you different schools already, guess we can't help it.
( ) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food :x
( ) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your best friend
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick duhh.
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people esp on the second half of the year. (:

so bored that i dno what to post anymore. hahas. err, christmas is coming. seen no fairylights yet but lots of christmas trees and sales and deco. naaaaaaice. want to go swimming w friend SO MUCH today. but bo bian, no swimming suit and they going all the way to jurong.

freaking out big time about next yr. i hope i can see my comfort zone friends minus the new ppl. o4 jan 2o1o, if you don't mind, please slow down, i'm not ready for it yet ahhs.

thats all.
ta.
x.

finally bought my school books. thought was : finally something to do. but in the end, not quite. i was still looking through the books when i came to the add maths one. it was, one, way thick and two, the moment i opened it, i sneezed, which probably means i'm allergic.

all the books now are either thick, are wordy. now i kinda miss those textbooks in the pasts. hahas. didn't want to go to choir outing sia... in fact don't really want to go out now. i can't believe i said that though. me not wanting to go out. i'm waiting for sherlock holmes movie now. yay yay.

ytd went to ion. apparently i see no one but J saw me. the crowds is off putting lo. i forgot when is the last time i see such big crowd. pus my mum went shoppoing for HER bags and stuff first so i was just hanging around there like a hanging around thing. one word: ew. that experience is going to put me off shopping for years.

then went popular @ toa payoh (again, i went to the library the day before) to get stationary. then... thats about it lo. my shoulder ache. urghhhhhh.

ta.
x.

TAG REPLIES

joshua: thanks for tagging (:

victor: i know, which is an awful pity. D:

listening to jason castro song, let's just fall in love again. cute song. (:


days had been boring enough. getting school books on tuesday. ellen degenerees is the new american idol judge. :D i love her. oddly ppl i love are homosexual sia. :x tv all showing reruns. bored. i realised robbie williams is actually quite hot for someone his age. lols.

wanted to watch new moon SO MUCH. only if i can. :x so dead. at least i try to entertain myself as much as possible. be happy yenshan, life would come again. hahahahahas.
thank you enoch gor, but please don't pay for my stuff anymore. i'll feel guilty. and... i love you gor, (: thanks for being so nice to me.



don't he just look so cute. watch a vid about a week ago, adam lambert was performing at the American Music Award. he went to kiss this keyboard player. saw some close up pics just now. think is real lips to lips and not just the position effect.

but he look so cool. and he got an AMAZING voice. i mean most of the time you see him you see lots of black eyeliner and eyeshadow and sometimes lip gloss. but thats like part of his "package". it makes him so much more distinguishable. you can tell its adam lambert from far away.

and his voice is strong, unique and just really himself. like he and kris allen both sang "no boundaries" but you can so tell which is which. cause adam lambert's song got a lot of really high notes and "shouting" which makes it difficult to sing.

he's like a male version of lady gaga. unique, stands out and easily distinguishable. no one beats adam lambert.
i just want to say, i'm still thinking of you every day last thing before i sleep. i love you alot. its... unmeasurable. i just want the old you back. the old you who is willing to joke with me and have some fun. i miss that nicholas. i love you.




picture above is zac from a supernatural thingy show, ghost adventures, vair nice. kinda of fake-ish but still nice. then there's akon and flo rida's available, nice song. been crazily listening to songs this few days to chase away boredom.

wanted adam lambert's album alot now. heard some of the songs in youtube and its just great. he has an amazing voice. anyway, chat last night till 2 with L. eyes like lead now. D: so, thats it for now. taaaaa. (:

i don't wna disturb so i stay away, but do you have any idea how hard it is? everytime i see you w someone else closer than me. my heart just breaks... i want you for myself too. but i can't...

oh noooooo, school is starting in 6 days or so. i don't waaaaaaaaaant. D:

1)From now on , you can't tell lies, are you ready?-
==
2)Think back six months ago, were you single?-
yes.
3)What do you carry with you at all times?-
handphone. no going anywhere without handphone.
4)When you say you don't care, do you mean it?-
sometimes.
5)How are you feeling?-
squashed up.
6)Is something wrong right now?-
YES.
7)Are you mad at someone?-
myself.
8)What's on your mind?-
blank w worry.
9)Are you jealous of someone right now ?-
noppe.
10)Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?-
no.
11)Do you want to start over with anyone?-
NO.
12)Do you know anyone likes you?-
no.
13)Are you good at hiding your feelings?-
i think so. in my humble opinion, YES.
14)What are you supposed to be doing right now?-
sitting around, reading books like some guai little kid. lols. no offence.
15)True love or 1 billion bucks?-
true love.
16)Has anyone ever told you have pretty eyes?-
no, someone told me my eyes can talk though. can they?
17)Anything you would change about your life ?-
my ugly ugly looks, hahas, i'm shallow.
18)Could you cry right now?-
can, i can cry anytime unless i'm laughing.
19)Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?-
hahahahahas.
20)How often do you hold back from saying what you're thinking?-
quite often. i'd have been beaten up if i didn't.
21)Are you okay with the life you live?-
okay baaaaaaaa. look at the bright side then its okay.
22)Last person you told a secret to?-
justyn.
23)Do you believe true love can conquer anything?-
noooooo. thats dumb...
24)When was the last time you cried?-
last night.
25)How much money did you spend today?-
none, YET.
26)What are you sitting on now?-
chair???!!
27)Whats something you really want right now?-
adam lambert's album....
28)How do you feel about your hair right now?-
stupid.
29)What did you do yesterday?-
rotting ritual.
30)Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?-
yes.
31)Is there someone that makes you happy when you speak with them?-
yes.
32)When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?-
err, a week ago i think.
33)Is someone on your mind right now?-
vivien, cause i ripped the quiz from her. :x
34)Who's birthday is coming up?-
winston's.
35)Were you happy when you woke up?-
nooooo, headacheeeeee.
36)What is one emotion you are feeling right now?-
confused. is that an emotion?
37)Are you easy to get along?-
i'd like to think, yes.
38)Ever cheated on someone?-
no. :D
39)Who is the last person you send a text?-
enoch. (:

one mei go zhonghua, one mei go bowen. hmmmmm, saw my dad wrote on the whiteboard today that he received the msg. and then woke them up. umm, they have been antocipating last night. they could want to find out at the stroke of midnight de. just that it won't be so fast.

msn cannot sign in. DAMN.

ALEX CHIA

1) Do you love this person?
yea. (:
2) Is this person your enemy?
no duhhh.
3) Is this person taller than you?
i think so...




BRENT WONG

1) What do you really think of this person?
unpredictable.
2) What’s her/his favorite color?
idk...
3) Ever danced with her/him?
noppe,


CASSANDRA LEE

1) Do you like this person?
duhh, she's my bbf.
2) Where did you meet this person?
in school, sec 1.
3) How old is she/he?
14 this yr.


DARREN DAN

1) How long have you know her/him?
half a yr? or less.
2) Biggest regret?
idk. (:
3) She/he is your?
di. :D


ERVIN SNG

1) Have you met their parents?
no. (:
2) Worst thing about this person?
no worst thing. he's fun.
3) Best thing about this person?
he can beatbox! (:


FLORENCE

1) Have you ever dated this person?
no, she's a GIRL.
2) When is the next time you will see her/him?
idk, thats hard to say.
3) Do you go to school with her/him?
noppe, in the past yea, now no.


GARY TEO

1) Is she/he a good listener?
i think so...
2) Have you ever lied to this person?
nope.
3) Is this person nice?
yes ba?(:


HANS LIM

1) What year is she/he in?
err, if this mean the yr he is born in, its 1997
2) Is she/he your best friend?
noppe.
3) Ever done something illegal with this person?
naaaahhs.


IVY NG

1)What is this person's favourite food?
i dno... x
2) Where did you meet this person?
in school, during sec 1.
3) Do you trust her/him?
yea. (:


JUSTYN TOH

1) Do she/he have any siblings?
he doesn't.
2) Do you know her/his favourite song?
no, but surely gaga related. (:
3) What would you do if she/he confessed she/he liked you?
i'll freaked, pat him on the head and say, "what a joke."


KELVIN CHAN

1) How old were you when your first met?
13.
2) How did you meet this person?
at choir prac.
3) Ever danced with this person?
no... ==


LINUS TAY

1) What would you do if you had never met this person?
well, it'll be a regret. he's a gd friend and give good advices.
2) Do you like her/him?
duhh. (:
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person?
if i can even go lo.


MARISSA

1) Is this person older than you?
yep, a yr older.
2) Is this person single?
i think so.
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week?
hardly ehhs, 2 or 3.


NICHOLAS HAN

1) Is this person your girlfriend/boyfriend?
hahaha, NO.
2) Have you seen this person cry?
no also.
3) Do you know this person’s middle name?
middle name? i know his full name. its han kun long.


OH JIAJIE

1) Are your greatfriends?
in the past.
2) Why do u know her/him?
school, primary 5.
3) Do you believe this person is gay?
naaaaaahs.


PEIYI SNG

1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
nope, sadly.
2) How about a whole day with her/him?
during camp?
3) Does this person have a job?
no, she's studying.


QI (technically, ziqi.)

1) Does this person drink alcohol?
i don't think so.
2) Have you seen this person dance?
hahahahas, NO.
3) Where do she/he work?
he doesn't work, he studies, at school.


REBECCA

1) Have you heard this person sing?
no...
2) Do you think this person will repost this?
no. lols.
3) Whats one thing you would change about this person?i
nonono, you cannot change a person.


SHIXUN

1) Is this person taller than you?
duhh taller.
2) Do you enjoy spending time with her/him?
kinda. he's fave emoticon is ==, so not really.
3) Do they live close to you?
opposite block.


TAN XINYI

1) Would you do anything for her/him?
depends on what, so not ANYTHING, :x
2) Have you been to her/his house?
never.
3) Is she/he a great friend?
she's a good friend.


UMIKO (technically jing jing. sorry, i ran out of names.)

1) Is this person in a relationship?
no.
2) Do you know where she/he lives?
actually, come to think of it. no. ):
3) What colour hair does this person have?
black?


VICTOR CHAN

1) Do you see this person alot?
not alot.
2) When did you meet her/him?
last yr.
3) Is this person your friend?
duhh my friend,


WEIJIE SEAH

1) Is this person quiet or loud?
depending towards who.
2) Name a friend that both of you are close too?
shit, this is hard. the closest should be brent.
3) What color eyes does this person have?
never notice, but prob black.


XINYI LEE.

1) Why are you friend with her/him?
yep, friends. (:
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with her/him ?
noooo.
3) What is one thing you would change about her/him?
like i said, you cannot change a person ma.


YONGCHONG.

1) Does this person wear make-up?
hahas, no.
2) Does this person play any instruments?
i don't think so, not sure.
3) What is her/his favourite sport?
thats even worse, i dno...


ZHANHAO LEONG.

1) Do you talk to her/him?
duhh...
2) Ever gone shopping with her/him?
no.
3) Does this person have any special skills?
he is clever. and good at di siao-ing ppl.

I confessed that in 2009, I have actually ...

( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken yea, kinda.
(x) broke someone else’s heart hmmm,
( ) had a stalker
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( ) had a good relationship with someone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget there's no relationship
(x) done something you’ve regretted i regret doing stuff all the time. esp this yr though.
(x) lost faith in love i wonder why...
( ) kissed under a mistletoe
( ) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem dozens when i'm bored.
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog duhh...
( ) listened to music you couldn’t stand
( ) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried when you have darlings like qi cass just and josh, you just can't help it.
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) visited a foreign country nearly every year.
(x) cut in a line of waiting people hahas. :x
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t yep. i won't do it again. thats my new resolution.
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) lost something/someone important to you in 2009
(x) broke a promise x
(x) lied unintentional. white lie.
(x) went behind your parents back to get some freedom, i had to.
(x) cried over a broken heart yea. someone else's broken heart. namely bella. hahas.
( ) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret hid.
(x) pretended to be happy occasionally.
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution i can't remember everything.
(x) met someone who changed your life :D
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life hell yea. (:
(x) sat home all day doing nothing everyday~
(x) pretended to be sick to get out of school, but only after EOY,
( ) left the country
( ) almost died
( ) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
( ) learned something new about yourself
( ) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life change is an understatement.
(x) found out who your true friends were i know who they are and they'll stay that way.
( ) met great people
(x) stayed up till sunrise chatting on the phone.
(x) cried over the silliest thing i cry over the silliest thing all the time, but cass's worse.
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you different schools already, guess we can't help it.
( ) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food :x
( ) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your best friend
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick duhh.
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people esp on the second half of the year. (:

so bored that i dno what to post anymore. hahas. err, christmas is coming. seen no fairylights yet but lots of christmas trees and sales and deco. naaaaaaice. want to go swimming w friend SO MUCH today. but bo bian, no swimming suit and they going all the way to jurong.

freaking out big time about next yr. i hope i can see my comfort zone friends minus the new ppl. o4 jan 2o1o, if you don't mind, please slow down, i'm not ready for it yet ahhs.

thats all.
ta.
x.

finally bought my school books. thought was : finally something to do. but in the end, not quite. i was still looking through the books when i came to the add maths one. it was, one, way thick and two, the moment i opened it, i sneezed, which probably means i'm allergic.

all the books now are either thick, are wordy. now i kinda miss those textbooks in the pasts. hahas. didn't want to go to choir outing sia... in fact don't really want to go out now. i can't believe i said that though. me not wanting to go out. i'm waiting for sherlock holmes movie now. yay yay.

ytd went to ion. apparently i see no one but J saw me. the crowds is off putting lo. i forgot when is the last time i see such big crowd. pus my mum went shoppoing for HER bags and stuff first so i was just hanging around there like a hanging around thing. one word: ew. that experience is going to put me off shopping for years.

then went popular @ toa payoh (again, i went to the library the day before) to get stationary. then... thats about it lo. my shoulder ache. urghhhhhh.

ta.
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listening to jason castro song, let's just fall in love again. cute song. (:


days had been boring enough. getting school books on tuesday. ellen degenerees is the new american idol judge. :D i love her. oddly ppl i love are homosexual sia. :x tv all showing reruns. bored. i realised robbie williams is actually quite hot for someone his age. lols.

wanted to watch new moon SO MUCH. only if i can. :x so dead. at least i try to entertain myself as much as possible. be happy yenshan, life would come again. hahahahahas.
thank you enoch gor, but please don't pay for my stuff anymore. i'll feel guilty. and... i love you gor, (: thanks for being so nice to me.



don't he just look so cute. watch a vid about a week ago, adam lambert was performing at the American Music Award. he went to kiss this keyboard player. saw some close up pics just now. think is real lips to lips and not just the position effect.

but he look so cool. and he got an AMAZING voice. i mean most of the time you see him you see lots of black eyeliner and eyeshadow and sometimes lip gloss. but thats like part of his "package". it makes him so much more distinguishable. you can tell its adam lambert from far away.

and his voice is strong, unique and just really himself. like he and kris allen both sang "no boundaries" but you can so tell which is which. cause adam lambert's song got a lot of really high notes and "shouting" which makes it difficult to sing.

he's like a male version of lady gaga. unique, stands out and easily distinguishable. no one beats adam lambert.
i just want to say, i'm still thinking of you every day last thing before i sleep. i love you alot. its... unmeasurable. i just want the old you back. the old you who is willing to joke with me and have some fun. i miss that nicholas. i love you.




picture above is zac from a supernatural thingy show, ghost adventures, vair nice. kinda of fake-ish but still nice. then there's akon and flo rida's available, nice song. been crazily listening to songs this few days to chase away boredom.

wanted adam lambert's album alot now. heard some of the songs in youtube and its just great. he has an amazing voice. anyway, chat last night till 2 with L. eyes like lead now. D: so, thats it for now. taaaaa. (:

i don't wna disturb so i stay away, but do you have any idea how hard it is? everytime i see you w someone else closer than me. my heart just breaks... i want you for myself too. but i can't...