TO YOU, MY GOR, J
26.2.10 ; 4:41 PM
{happiness is easy/♥}
i presume this is the first time, you dno, no one taught you, so you dno how to react. i feel sorry for you. i believe she is still there. i believe she won't just go away. i believe she, like you, can't. it might be a passing thing. it might be because of the exam. i dno, i can't comment, i'm not sure. but i do believe she needs you just as much as you needed her still. she is not someone who can just let it go like that. i believe you have done nothing wrong and its just the pressure thats hurting both of you. maybe this take times. i dno what happen, but maybe, just maybe, it doesn't hurt keeping a little hope in your heart, it'll be better.
maybe whats important is for her to be happy. if its not yours, it will never be. please remember you have all your friends behind you gor, and even if its hard to let go, you'll just have to try, espcially now, and when there is nothing you can do to bring her back to you anymore.
try to be happy, i know it takes time, but try, she'll like to see you smiling, i believe. not now, but in the near future. i know i'm not in the position to comment anything, but as a mei who loves you dearly. thats what i want to say.
y.