yo, you guys MAKE ME WANT TO JUST LAUGH SO MUCH. morning to everyone basking in LUUUUUUUUUURVE.

ta.
x.

seeing them like that makes me miss you soooo much.

just came back from being a light bulb, a giggling light bulb that is. but anyway, don't have to tell me everything ahhs, i can SEE. C: good luck w everything. you sweet ppl.

e... come back so we could be like them la... :x hahas, miss ya.

ta.
x.

this years sec one's are... i dno what to say... wow...



nice song. C:

seeing you try so hard to stay happy makes me wna keep him beside me forever.

today was just like that lo. josh gave me and just and qi a pack of jelly. i think mine still in my pocket. THANKS JOSH loads of hw. doing over the weekend though. and hopefully going swimming again. C: although my leg is still aching like shit. :C have to train up sometime or other for my 2.4 AND long jump. fed up of failing and retesting again and again le. broke my own record ytd. lols. cass always complain i don't run last yr. this year gotta try harder.

ytd heard a little shocking news thats not convenient to share here. but WOW. you're blind, if you're reading this blog post and i think you know who you are. ANYWAY, gta go fb, sing some song and do hw la. C:

you're the best, noc. C:

ta.
x.

they are the last person you'll think of whenever you know someone needs help. yet it is the most vulnerable side of them that you'll see when they are not in front of you. you feel dislocated from them but somehow, you feel like they're a part of your life. weird much?

i miss you already...

ytd went sakae w some friends outside school. one of them show me some magic tricks and card tricks. so so cool. i would never had done it. and they wouldn't tell me how they do it. they say its magician's oath. zzz. then we eat lo. the sushi that day is so irritating. the rice is like so soft so i can't pick it up w my chopsticks at all. C:

after that went home, had some fun la. C: did a little work. my dad got back some save the world brochure by going vegan. i thought that might help a little in the project so i decided to bring it today to show mr teo and my group. we need to start doing something, qw says he already FINISH IT.

anyway, lots of talks about telephone music video. going to watch now.

ta.
x.

i can feel it lifting off my shoulders, finally smiling and happy le. C:

today was like always. feels surprisingly short though. got little cereal packets from mr teo. i gave my koko krunch to josh cause i think he needs the sugar more than me. hahas. then had lessons. not the best, all air con rooms are booked. zzz.

got necklace and phone straps from enoch, he went overseas over the narch hols, lucky sia. :C anyway, THANKS ENOCH, LOVE IT. hahas.

ta.
x.

the difference between the lazy (me) and the hardworking (her):

yuni skips a few a maths qn.
yenshan DO a few a maths qn.

uh-oh.

x.

i think i'll just scribble the answers i have now and pray for the best. D:

feels a little under the weather recently. like everyone had moved on in their lives and i was dumped behind. zzz, guess i'll just have to get over it. but still, i have other things to worry about like the stupid a maths and argumentative essay i haven't managed to finish yet. grrrrr.

everyone has their little gang, ppl i couldn't manage to get friendly w will never be my friends, no matter if its me or other ppl that went up first. makes me feel like kind of a failure in life huh? but no worries, i'll be glad if i can keep what i have now and won't be greedy to ask for more. esp when you know the more part won't be a very significant part of your life.

i know friendships past and go, i just hope that the secondary school ones don't past and go. in primary school friends would still want to stick together and go same sec school, but you hardly see sec school ppl stick together and go same poly or jc cause its the future they're talking about here and most ppl think future are more important. and besides, new friends can be made.

yea, new friends can be made, but how long into the friendship can you really become friends who trust and love each other alot?

ta.
x.

i'm still waiting...

haven't been in a crazy hyper mood for days le... urggggghhhhh, my mei says i'm depressing them. just went blog hopping, and SEE, everyone IS moving on with their life.

i'm positive i cannot go back to who i am last time le.

come back soon...

no morning msges and chatting for a week... counting till the days end... :C

if you're not there, does that means that everyone has already forgotten about you?

just finish a series of manga. feels a little touched. that guy doesn't know how to express his love properly and he well, there are a lot of complications la. as a rule, i don't like reading manga w lots of complications, but i finished it anyway. at least there's a happy ending la. C: he says he'll protect her forever. a little insane though. the guy is like damn tall and the girl is like soooooo short so the combination is a little weird.

ytd went youtube to watch Ghost Adventure: Povelgia Island. in italy. zak is so hot lo. this island is where they burn ppl w burbonic plague. cause its an offshore island so when ppl are infected, they are transported there and sent there to burn and they think its curse so no one set foot there. then the doctor's mask is like so scary lo. like there's a beak, but the beak is just to contain herbs to filter the 'dirty air'. poor thing, in the past not so advance ppl just had to die cause of a plague.

did not finish my hw. am so sick of doing it. getting so bored at home. just hope i have someone to talk to. ==

ta.

protect her forever.

i need to watch something scary and mesmerising. i'm going youtube now.

mrs ong already~~ cheers, happy ever after kays. C:

was quite fun, but HATE the bus ride. stupid motion sickness. but it was really quite cool. like really took in everything for the first time in a project. i do realise i never take much notice and only starts to worry big time when the deadline is near.

my mei got a new phone. samsung jet. was alright lo. i didn't really want to change my phone now. to transfer all my stuff is so troublesome.

how i hope i can experience the feeling of puppy love again. :x its not the same and i suppose won't be anymore. even when i see it as an outsider. i see lots of heart break, two timing and such. poor world, has it really sunk into that level. i only want a bit of comfort in life. to be w the ppl i want to be w and maybe have a little peace and quiet. it'll be good if that could happen.

i love you, _____ , and now, you see your name here.

its SO COOOOOL. in some ways la. took a million photos. (pics in fb) and you know, kinda went crazy after the perf. mr foong came back to see us. C: wowee. he saus he'll be helping us for syf if mr chew needs help. which you know, dampen the mood for me cause, after this, a little rest, SYF. woke up this early to watch the horror movie jess gave me. maybe i should go do it. post about public perf next time. C:

ta.
x.

and no, i wouldn't want to let you go.

its weird lo, how school is kinda irritating and unbeneficial as well. i mean, yes, we learn stuff, make lifelong friends and get our certs. but in other ways its kinda irritating the way school life keeps getting drag into your personal life. i mean, school is still just a school, even if you got to love some teachers and don't mind sharing stuff w them, your own life is still your own life and no matter what ppl say and what i keep writing in our chinese compo that school is our second, ahem, home, its still like that. school is still school and should never be drag into our personal lives no matter what.

life's okay i suppose? was really irritated by the group project thing but my group turns out to be fun and you know, not so naggy. going to the URA on monday then. then on friday having a full day rehearsal at the auditorium. wondering when will i get the tix. but anyway, it won't be the same as the sec 1 public perf la. cannot compare de.

got all my papers back, okay-ish results. the worse one should be, surprisingly in a way and not in another, chinese. i usually do well for chinese but that depends on the teacher la. like in pri 6 i love the teacher so i did really well for my psle. but then you see, no chinese teacher who had taught me made me want to do well and make them proud of me. so, yea, i was kinda slack in that paper.

was soooooo frustrated over the appointment on sunday. if only i have my life same as everybody else. but i don't, so its just bad luck on my part, trust you to rub it on like its something disgraceful. ==

whatever.
ta.

i recenly started to talk to myself and trying to calm myself down when i feel like i got out of control.

yenshan, i'm sure you know whats wrong, and the thing that is wrong is YOU. i can understand, you're stress, you're worried, there is more to do and not like sec 1 or 2 anymore, (a pity), but you cannot use this as a reason to drag down other people's nice nice mood okay? i know you're disappointed about some of your grades, worried about the upcoming geog and ss project thing, and the public perf, and all the extra lessons we have now thats why you have gone a bit crazy and need a little space to vent it all out. but mot to the ppl you love k? you'll only scare them, (and yourself).

it'll all be over soon. be patient.

deplasează departe. Nu vreau să cred că într-adevăr prea mult. dar eu nu pot. Eu pot vedea semnele. şi nu vreau să se întâmple. Iti amintesti ce ti-am spus acum aproape 3 luni? Sper sa-mi amintesc. cu adevărat. Am spus că nu-mi place să fie dintr-o dată de mine şi de brusc înconjurat de ppl. I nu se poate adapta atât de repede. v-aţi schimbat. într-adevăr schimbat. M-am simţit rău că eşti, dar nu cred că nu e oricum altceva pentru a explica ea. Ai spus ca niciodata nu vom sparge fata WA. sunt aştepţi pentru mine să spun asta? Eu cauza nu va ştii. Vreau doar adevărul de la tine, vreau să ştiu dacă încă mă iubeşte şi vrea la fel de mult ca în trecut. relaţie de gimnaziu nu este o prostie. cel puţin, nu este a noastră. Nu spun că este. it chiar doare mult mai mult mai mult. Eu chiar te iubesc. într-adevăr ...

yo, you guys MAKE ME WANT TO JUST LAUGH SO MUCH. morning to everyone basking in LUUUUUUUUUURVE.

ta.
x.

seeing them like that makes me miss you soooo much.

just came back from being a light bulb, a giggling light bulb that is. but anyway, don't have to tell me everything ahhs, i can SEE. C: good luck w everything. you sweet ppl.

e... come back so we could be like them la... :x hahas, miss ya.

ta.
x.

this years sec one's are... i dno what to say... wow...



nice song. C:

seeing you try so hard to stay happy makes me wna keep him beside me forever.

today was just like that lo. josh gave me and just and qi a pack of jelly. i think mine still in my pocket. THANKS JOSH loads of hw. doing over the weekend though. and hopefully going swimming again. C: although my leg is still aching like shit. :C have to train up sometime or other for my 2.4 AND long jump. fed up of failing and retesting again and again le. broke my own record ytd. lols. cass always complain i don't run last yr. this year gotta try harder.

ytd heard a little shocking news thats not convenient to share here. but WOW. you're blind, if you're reading this blog post and i think you know who you are. ANYWAY, gta go fb, sing some song and do hw la. C:

you're the best, noc. C:

ta.
x.

they are the last person you'll think of whenever you know someone needs help. yet it is the most vulnerable side of them that you'll see when they are not in front of you. you feel dislocated from them but somehow, you feel like they're a part of your life. weird much?

i miss you already...

ytd went sakae w some friends outside school. one of them show me some magic tricks and card tricks. so so cool. i would never had done it. and they wouldn't tell me how they do it. they say its magician's oath. zzz. then we eat lo. the sushi that day is so irritating. the rice is like so soft so i can't pick it up w my chopsticks at all. C:

after that went home, had some fun la. C: did a little work. my dad got back some save the world brochure by going vegan. i thought that might help a little in the project so i decided to bring it today to show mr teo and my group. we need to start doing something, qw says he already FINISH IT.

anyway, lots of talks about telephone music video. going to watch now.

ta.
x.

i can feel it lifting off my shoulders, finally smiling and happy le. C:

today was like always. feels surprisingly short though. got little cereal packets from mr teo. i gave my koko krunch to josh cause i think he needs the sugar more than me. hahas. then had lessons. not the best, all air con rooms are booked. zzz.

got necklace and phone straps from enoch, he went overseas over the narch hols, lucky sia. :C anyway, THANKS ENOCH, LOVE IT. hahas.

ta.
x.

the difference between the lazy (me) and the hardworking (her):

yuni skips a few a maths qn.
yenshan DO a few a maths qn.

uh-oh.

x.

i think i'll just scribble the answers i have now and pray for the best. D:

feels a little under the weather recently. like everyone had moved on in their lives and i was dumped behind. zzz, guess i'll just have to get over it. but still, i have other things to worry about like the stupid a maths and argumentative essay i haven't managed to finish yet. grrrrr.

everyone has their little gang, ppl i couldn't manage to get friendly w will never be my friends, no matter if its me or other ppl that went up first. makes me feel like kind of a failure in life huh? but no worries, i'll be glad if i can keep what i have now and won't be greedy to ask for more. esp when you know the more part won't be a very significant part of your life.

i know friendships past and go, i just hope that the secondary school ones don't past and go. in primary school friends would still want to stick together and go same sec school, but you hardly see sec school ppl stick together and go same poly or jc cause its the future they're talking about here and most ppl think future are more important. and besides, new friends can be made.

yea, new friends can be made, but how long into the friendship can you really become friends who trust and love each other alot?

ta.
x.

i'm still waiting...

haven't been in a crazy hyper mood for days le... urggggghhhhh, my mei says i'm depressing them. just went blog hopping, and SEE, everyone IS moving on with their life.

i'm positive i cannot go back to who i am last time le.

come back soon...

no morning msges and chatting for a week... counting till the days end... :C

if you're not there, does that means that everyone has already forgotten about you?

just finish a series of manga. feels a little touched. that guy doesn't know how to express his love properly and he well, there are a lot of complications la. as a rule, i don't like reading manga w lots of complications, but i finished it anyway. at least there's a happy ending la. C: he says he'll protect her forever. a little insane though. the guy is like damn tall and the girl is like soooooo short so the combination is a little weird.

ytd went youtube to watch Ghost Adventure: Povelgia Island. in italy. zak is so hot lo. this island is where they burn ppl w burbonic plague. cause its an offshore island so when ppl are infected, they are transported there and sent there to burn and they think its curse so no one set foot there. then the doctor's mask is like so scary lo. like there's a beak, but the beak is just to contain herbs to filter the 'dirty air'. poor thing, in the past not so advance ppl just had to die cause of a plague.

did not finish my hw. am so sick of doing it. getting so bored at home. just hope i have someone to talk to. ==

ta.

protect her forever.

i need to watch something scary and mesmerising. i'm going youtube now.

mrs ong already~~ cheers, happy ever after kays. C:

was quite fun, but HATE the bus ride. stupid motion sickness. but it was really quite cool. like really took in everything for the first time in a project. i do realise i never take much notice and only starts to worry big time when the deadline is near.

my mei got a new phone. samsung jet. was alright lo. i didn't really want to change my phone now. to transfer all my stuff is so troublesome.

how i hope i can experience the feeling of puppy love again. :x its not the same and i suppose won't be anymore. even when i see it as an outsider. i see lots of heart break, two timing and such. poor world, has it really sunk into that level. i only want a bit of comfort in life. to be w the ppl i want to be w and maybe have a little peace and quiet. it'll be good if that could happen.

i love you, _____ , and now, you see your name here.

its SO COOOOOL. in some ways la. took a million photos. (pics in fb) and you know, kinda went crazy after the perf. mr foong came back to see us. C: wowee. he saus he'll be helping us for syf if mr chew needs help. which you know, dampen the mood for me cause, after this, a little rest, SYF. woke up this early to watch the horror movie jess gave me. maybe i should go do it. post about public perf next time. C:

ta.
x.

and no, i wouldn't want to let you go.

its weird lo, how school is kinda irritating and unbeneficial as well. i mean, yes, we learn stuff, make lifelong friends and get our certs. but in other ways its kinda irritating the way school life keeps getting drag into your personal life. i mean, school is still just a school, even if you got to love some teachers and don't mind sharing stuff w them, your own life is still your own life and no matter what ppl say and what i keep writing in our chinese compo that school is our second, ahem, home, its still like that. school is still school and should never be drag into our personal lives no matter what.

life's okay i suppose? was really irritated by the group project thing but my group turns out to be fun and you know, not so naggy. going to the URA on monday then. then on friday having a full day rehearsal at the auditorium. wondering when will i get the tix. but anyway, it won't be the same as the sec 1 public perf la. cannot compare de.

got all my papers back, okay-ish results. the worse one should be, surprisingly in a way and not in another, chinese. i usually do well for chinese but that depends on the teacher la. like in pri 6 i love the teacher so i did really well for my psle. but then you see, no chinese teacher who had taught me made me want to do well and make them proud of me. so, yea, i was kinda slack in that paper.

was soooooo frustrated over the appointment on sunday. if only i have my life same as everybody else. but i don't, so its just bad luck on my part, trust you to rub it on like its something disgraceful. ==

whatever.
ta.

i recenly started to talk to myself and trying to calm myself down when i feel like i got out of control.

yenshan, i'm sure you know whats wrong, and the thing that is wrong is YOU. i can understand, you're stress, you're worried, there is more to do and not like sec 1 or 2 anymore, (a pity), but you cannot use this as a reason to drag down other people's nice nice mood okay? i know you're disappointed about some of your grades, worried about the upcoming geog and ss project thing, and the public perf, and all the extra lessons we have now thats why you have gone a bit crazy and need a little space to vent it all out. but mot to the ppl you love k? you'll only scare them, (and yourself).

it'll all be over soon. be patient.

deplasează departe. Nu vreau să cred că într-adevăr prea mult. dar eu nu pot. Eu pot vedea semnele. şi nu vreau să se întâmple. Iti amintesti ce ti-am spus acum aproape 3 luni? Sper sa-mi amintesc. cu adevărat. Am spus că nu-mi place să fie dintr-o dată de mine şi de brusc înconjurat de ppl. I nu se poate adapta atât de repede. v-aţi schimbat. într-adevăr schimbat. M-am simţit rău că eşti, dar nu cred că nu e oricum altceva pentru a explica ea. Ai spus ca niciodata nu vom sparge fata WA. sunt aştepţi pentru mine să spun asta? Eu cauza nu va ştii. Vreau doar adevărul de la tine, vreau să ştiu dacă încă mă iubeşte şi vrea la fel de mult ca în trecut. relaţie de gimnaziu nu este o prostie. cel puţin, nu este a noastră. Nu spun că este. it chiar doare mult mai mult mai mult. Eu chiar te iubesc. într-adevăr ...