i have no one to talk to.

i sometimes step aside and look at my life. then wonder, "what the hell am i going to do with you?" who am i still blogging for? why do i need to blog for myself if its my life i'm talking about? why am i studying? what stupid crazy ambitions that will never come true do i have? everything seem so meaningless.



yesterday went to watch despicable me. so funny i couldn't stop laughing. there's a part when i keep laughing till my stomach hurts. i think its the minions part. lol. those minions are so cute and so are agnes! too cute. then keep hearing this song, thought its nice so went to find it. C: gta download it sometimes. C:

pretty much alone today. not sure if i going to my primary school's open house. maybe. but other than that i'm gna stay at home and sing. feel like going out just to show that i can be independant, lol. thats crap.

ta.
x.



You and I by Park Bom. not a new song, deffo, but nice song all the same. fell in love with it already. C: trying to learn but its never easy to learn a korean song if you dno the language. still~ enjoy!

tmr's my chinese o level oral and i'm all excited. but i think it'll turn to nervousness tmr. if there is such a word. nervous nervous. :x wna complete all my homework. C: tonight.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASS. and thanks just, for the strawberry shower gel. smells so sweet i could drink the bottle. ;D

ta.
x.



"moi torn,"

lol. agnes is so cute. C: gna watch that show on friday. must watch. lolol. i love those little minions. cutest thing ever.

after i heard you say that, i think there must have a blizzard in my heart or something. you see, after having various blizzards and snowstorms in my heart. i always wanted to believe there is a second chance. that someone will care enough to keep caring. many failed examples in my life already. does it means that i have to lose all hope? i promised i won't let a single freaking tear fall anymore. it makes no difference anyway. but what you said still made me... wna keel up in a corner and cry. a sign of sure weakness.

i wonder if adam lambert cry when he's sad?

went dhoby ghaut to watch knight and day yesterday. so funny lo! tom cruise is STILL so shuai. ;D since the war of the worlds, which i already watched like, twice. so so cute. and cameron diaz. i LOVED her ever since charlie's angel cause she is the cute cute slightly bimbo agent. vair cute. C:

went to this Just Acia or something to eat. free flow soft drink but thats not the point. the point is FREE FLOW ICE CREAM. but eat finish very full le so didn't managed to eat much ice cream. nice though. drew patrick, (not the one you like qi, the one from spongebob) on the feedback form. lolol.

then went to the cathy place. they put this really cute blow up despicable me potato guy there and I FORGOT TAKE PHOTO. damn damn damn. its not everyday i can just go out and stay out like that. so i very pissed lo. i wna take pics with the despicable me potato guy!

then this morning me and my mei decide to be extravagant so went to point to buy ham, eggs, sausage and cream of chicken mushroom and garlic bread then we make our brek till nice nice. mmmm~ so ful. totally skipped lunch cause there really is ALOT. but gna get dinner cause there is an unwritten rule that i couldn't skip dinner.

i hope my ah ma moves to a safer place soon. that place just has TOO MANY EVIL THEIVES.

ta.
x.

i see the joy in the world, and i don't feel so sad.

recently very bored. nothing much to do. esp cause friday my mum at home so i reach home also nothing do except for homework and i finished it all le. C: cool huh. its not everyday i complete a maths homework.

ytd went to the syf presentation. was okayish fun i suppose? they gave us this glove with a weird semicircle thingy glued in front to clap. lolol. then this guy sit in front of me he wear this geylang methodist school band shirt. then me and ziqi were wondering if thats a girl school or coed school. then we used jinghan's itouch to read all this jokes and human body facts. lolol. really funny. then the ride home was like horrifying times 1oooooo. i think its one hour plus and i really feel like puking already.

had this sticky premium sweet. C: nice nice.

ta.
x.

hearts/.

sometimes, you feel like everything i ever needed. sometimes, i feel like we are so different.

i hope this movie has sensible ratings if it ever came to singapore. because i wna watch it. later has to go for syf presentation thingy. to watch, not to perform, thanks goodness. although if we perform it would meant our choir is very good. which is not the case yet.

going out tomorrow after hounding my dad for a week. he gave me curfew till 93o. i better follow it or he won't let me out next time. :x lolol! happy happy!

josh told me about oxymoron on friday during english lesson and i find it so cool. stuff like, "act natural." and "no one goes to this restaurant because its too crowded." or "pretty ugly." its quite funny. and then i went to find the pronunciation of the fear of long words. someone actually managed to pronounce it. lolol. 2 movies i'm looking out for: Paranormal Activity 2 and Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallow. i'm kinda interested in Eclipse too but i've missed the first 2 movies and although i've read the book, i'm not sure if i would watch it. OH YEAH, and dispicable me. the trailer has been out for a while already so i bet most ppl have seen it esp when me, qi, just and viv have been doing the annoying sound with cheek on bio class.

tuesday bio class at councillors room. odd-ish. like our school ran out of classrooms.

ta.
x.

{lemonshavingfoam/}

want to thank all my friends, my families and my teachers who cared. now i'm a year older, napfa would be a little harder to pass. weight would gain, my journey to the freedom i'm looking for would be one step nearer. o levels would be coming soon and nc16 movies would be within reach after all. and perharps the beauty of this world would appear a bit more, the environmental problems would improve a bit more, smiles would come out more and lesser tears are shed. i never had the feeling that i'm getting old or my future rest in my own hands whenever i had my birthday. this year is a first. good? or bad?

ta.
x.

p/s:
adam lambert haven't wish me happy birthday...

i have no one to talk to.

i sometimes step aside and look at my life. then wonder, "what the hell am i going to do with you?" who am i still blogging for? why do i need to blog for myself if its my life i'm talking about? why am i studying? what stupid crazy ambitions that will never come true do i have? everything seem so meaningless.



yesterday went to watch despicable me. so funny i couldn't stop laughing. there's a part when i keep laughing till my stomach hurts. i think its the minions part. lol. those minions are so cute and so are agnes! too cute. then keep hearing this song, thought its nice so went to find it. C: gta download it sometimes. C:

pretty much alone today. not sure if i going to my primary school's open house. maybe. but other than that i'm gna stay at home and sing. feel like going out just to show that i can be independant, lol. thats crap.

ta.
x.



You and I by Park Bom. not a new song, deffo, but nice song all the same. fell in love with it already. C: trying to learn but its never easy to learn a korean song if you dno the language. still~ enjoy!

tmr's my chinese o level oral and i'm all excited. but i think it'll turn to nervousness tmr. if there is such a word. nervous nervous. :x wna complete all my homework. C: tonight.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASS. and thanks just, for the strawberry shower gel. smells so sweet i could drink the bottle. ;D

ta.
x.



"moi torn,"

lol. agnes is so cute. C: gna watch that show on friday. must watch. lolol. i love those little minions. cutest thing ever.

after i heard you say that, i think there must have a blizzard in my heart or something. you see, after having various blizzards and snowstorms in my heart. i always wanted to believe there is a second chance. that someone will care enough to keep caring. many failed examples in my life already. does it means that i have to lose all hope? i promised i won't let a single freaking tear fall anymore. it makes no difference anyway. but what you said still made me... wna keel up in a corner and cry. a sign of sure weakness.

i wonder if adam lambert cry when he's sad?

went dhoby ghaut to watch knight and day yesterday. so funny lo! tom cruise is STILL so shuai. ;D since the war of the worlds, which i already watched like, twice. so so cute. and cameron diaz. i LOVED her ever since charlie's angel cause she is the cute cute slightly bimbo agent. vair cute. C:

went to this Just Acia or something to eat. free flow soft drink but thats not the point. the point is FREE FLOW ICE CREAM. but eat finish very full le so didn't managed to eat much ice cream. nice though. drew patrick, (not the one you like qi, the one from spongebob) on the feedback form. lolol.

then went to the cathy place. they put this really cute blow up despicable me potato guy there and I FORGOT TAKE PHOTO. damn damn damn. its not everyday i can just go out and stay out like that. so i very pissed lo. i wna take pics with the despicable me potato guy!

then this morning me and my mei decide to be extravagant so went to point to buy ham, eggs, sausage and cream of chicken mushroom and garlic bread then we make our brek till nice nice. mmmm~ so ful. totally skipped lunch cause there really is ALOT. but gna get dinner cause there is an unwritten rule that i couldn't skip dinner.

i hope my ah ma moves to a safer place soon. that place just has TOO MANY EVIL THEIVES.

ta.
x.

i see the joy in the world, and i don't feel so sad.

recently very bored. nothing much to do. esp cause friday my mum at home so i reach home also nothing do except for homework and i finished it all le. C: cool huh. its not everyday i complete a maths homework.

ytd went to the syf presentation. was okayish fun i suppose? they gave us this glove with a weird semicircle thingy glued in front to clap. lolol. then this guy sit in front of me he wear this geylang methodist school band shirt. then me and ziqi were wondering if thats a girl school or coed school. then we used jinghan's itouch to read all this jokes and human body facts. lolol. really funny. then the ride home was like horrifying times 1oooooo. i think its one hour plus and i really feel like puking already.

had this sticky premium sweet. C: nice nice.

ta.
x.

hearts/.

sometimes, you feel like everything i ever needed. sometimes, i feel like we are so different.

i hope this movie has sensible ratings if it ever came to singapore. because i wna watch it. later has to go for syf presentation thingy. to watch, not to perform, thanks goodness. although if we perform it would meant our choir is very good. which is not the case yet.

going out tomorrow after hounding my dad for a week. he gave me curfew till 93o. i better follow it or he won't let me out next time. :x lolol! happy happy!

josh told me about oxymoron on friday during english lesson and i find it so cool. stuff like, "act natural." and "no one goes to this restaurant because its too crowded." or "pretty ugly." its quite funny. and then i went to find the pronunciation of the fear of long words. someone actually managed to pronounce it. lolol. 2 movies i'm looking out for: Paranormal Activity 2 and Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallow. i'm kinda interested in Eclipse too but i've missed the first 2 movies and although i've read the book, i'm not sure if i would watch it. OH YEAH, and dispicable me. the trailer has been out for a while already so i bet most ppl have seen it esp when me, qi, just and viv have been doing the annoying sound with cheek on bio class.

tuesday bio class at councillors room. odd-ish. like our school ran out of classrooms.

ta.
x.

{lemonshavingfoam/}

want to thank all my friends, my families and my teachers who cared. now i'm a year older, napfa would be a little harder to pass. weight would gain, my journey to the freedom i'm looking for would be one step nearer. o levels would be coming soon and nc16 movies would be within reach after all. and perharps the beauty of this world would appear a bit more, the environmental problems would improve a bit more, smiles would come out more and lesser tears are shed. i never had the feeling that i'm getting old or my future rest in my own hands whenever i had my birthday. this year is a first. good? or bad?

ta.
x.

p/s:
adam lambert haven't wish me happy birthday...