the most beautiful thing in life, is usually not mine. they can be at my fingertips, i only have to reach out to grab them, but being not contented always pulls me back. sticking to my self-righteous rule. i just don't wna be hurt. does it really means that i must grab on the chances while i still can? i only want to be strong and make decisions that i'm sure of. i am so sure now. i wna forget everything and reach out R, i really do. but its just complicated. i have a feeling i'm gna regret this. but i'm in such an agony now.

i cannot imagine another person. the world, in my eyes. is too small for so many ppl.

the most beautiful thing in life, is usually not mine. they can be at my fingertips, i only have to reach out to grab them, but being not contented always pulls me back. sticking to my self-righteous rule. i just don't wna be hurt. does it really means that i must grab on the chances while i still can? i only want to be strong and make decisions that i'm sure of. i am so sure now. i wna forget everything and reach out R, i really do. but its just complicated. i have a feeling i'm gna regret this. but i'm in such an agony now.

i cannot imagine another person. the world, in my eyes. is too small for so many ppl.